How do I stop being a depressed cunt and actually start putting in work?

[Xylmaxxing]

Please don't fucking reply DNR or without reading.

I am literally mentally broken at this point. I literally sit for hours thinking about my falios and how I would ascend. I make rough calculations on my notebooks all the time about my SMV and mentally masturbate (a lot) to deal with the anxiety I get thinking about looks and often consume endless amounts of dopamine to deal with it. I also have OCD.

I know I can ascend to a somewhat decent level. I keep trying to stick to a routine until I'm no longer able to. I know the reason. I completely lack motivation. I have negative self confidence. There is just so much negativity in my head, I cannot even fathom my life after ascending - the happiness and confidence I'd get.

I always keep blaming myself for being mentally weak and unable to take the blackpill, and maybe its me who is at fault, but I've reached my breaking point. Whenever I am alone or not in some form of activity, all I think about is blackpill.

If there is a way to deal with this, please tell me. Becoming more and more blackpilled this isn't helping me ground myself to reality, but rather acting as a chain restraining me from getting better. I want to be whitepilled and motivated but I can't.

I need to stop worrying about the looks and focus on actually living life if I am to come out of this void. I just don't know how.

 

[awAesometrextriad]

if u dont do it ur gay asl

 

[Xylmaxxing]

if u dont do it ur gay asl

thank you

 

[nuttheb]

Please don't fucking reply DNR or without reading.

I am literally mentally broken at this point. I literally sit for hours thinking about my falios and how I would ascend. I make rough calculations on my notebooks all the time about my SMV and mentally masturbate (a lot) to deal with the anxiety I get thinking about looks and often consume endless amounts of dopamine to deal with it. I also have OCD.

I know I can ascend to a somewhat decent level. I keep trying to stick to a routine until I'm no longer able to. I know the reason. I completely lack motivation. I have negative self confidence. There is just so much negativity in my head, I cannot even fathom my life after ascending - the happiness and confidence I'd get.

I always keep blaming myself for being mentally weak and unable to take the blackpill, and maybe its me who is at fault, but I've reached my breaking point. Whenever I am alone or not in some form of activity, all I think about is blackpill.

If there is a way to deal with this, please tell me. Becoming more and more blackpilled this isn't helping me ground myself to reality, but rather acting as a chain restraining me from getting better. I want to be whitepilled and motivated but I can't.

I need to stop worrying about the looks and focus on actually living life if I am to come out of this void. I just don't know how.

first of all no more tiktok or youtube shorts. jerk off without porn and get your money up also take ashwagandha for anxiety. lastly imma give u a quote don't find motivation before you do something get motivation while your doing it

 

[gofortheeyes]

You have mental problems go to psychiatrist and hop on SSRI. I'm trying to SSRImaxx too. I hope it'll help me become a happier person such that I'm able to be happy around other people.

 

[Tenshi]

You have mental problems go to psychiatrist and hop on SSRI. I'm trying to SSRImaxx too. I hope it'll help me become a happier person such that I'm able to be happy around other people.

SSRI will pretty much solve most of the issues related to anxiety, high inhib and actual depression (like in, clinically) but there's a price to pay.

 

[gofortheeyes]

SSRI will pretty much solve most of the issues related to anxiety, high inhib and actual depression (like in, clinically) but there's a price to pay.

What's the price to pay? I'm not having sex rn anyway, who gived a shit about ED?

 

[Xylmaxxing]

first of all no more tiktok or youtube shorts. jerk off without porn and get your money up also take ashwagandha for anxiety. lastly imma give u a quote don't find motivation before you do something get motivation while your doing it

Alr thanks

 

[DeadmansWonderland]

Still struggling as well, hoping getting a decent career in government will help give me some direction. Rather than dead end part-time shit and staring at failed job applications.

 

[Tenshi]

What's the price to pay? I'm not having sex rn anyway, who gived a shit about ED?

It's not always ED but loss of libido is very real. It's really hard to explain but you'll never be the same again. Your mind will operate in a very different manner. But that can be a good thing too.

In a way, if you're incel not being horny 24/7 is actually better. I never had any ED or anything like that, but the mental aspect of it is definitely altered. I thought the price was fair, I'd rather live this way than be a walking train wreck with crippling anxiety and depression.

 

[ricecelcurse4]

1. how old are you?
2. This is a mental issue, no one can actually help you but yourself. I think i also have the same problem as you, i'm considering roiding since i'm already at my lowest point and barely have anything to lose

 

[Xylmaxxing]

1. how old are you?
2. This is a mental issue, no one can actually help you but yourself. I think i also have the same problem as you, i'm considering roiding since i'm already at my lowest point and barely have anything to lose

15

 

[ricecelcurse4]

15

nigga u're still young asf, eat, sleep, play sport /gym. Dont stress out and waste ur puberty. Trust me, the feeling of fucking up ur puberty will be much worse