81xa
Iron
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I've been sub5 for almost my whole life except for the past year or so, I'm a fucked-up abused dog after years of bullying. After improving my looks to high MTN foids will initiate small talk with me or at least treat me better in general, I've never been treated this way and I don't know what to do with myself.
The problem is, I have never had an actual conversation with a female throughout all of high school (except for teachers) due to being an obese manlet sub5. I have not learnt how to properly speak to girls whatsoever. Girls say things like, I'm 'cute' since I don't speak very much, or some LTB says I'm 'mysterious'. Most of the time, it's very embarrassing since foids think I'm being a dick or have some type of autism because I don't hold small talk or initiate conversation.
Mentally, I still feel like I'm a sub5 and get very anxious whenever someone looks or talks to me and my heart rate accelerates since I think they are making fun of me in secret since thats the reinforcement i've gotten my whole life. At this point my looks arent the issue but im socially inept. How do I stop being an aspie and fit in?
The problem is, I have never had an actual conversation with a female throughout all of high school (except for teachers) due to being an obese manlet sub5. I have not learnt how to properly speak to girls whatsoever. Girls say things like, I'm 'cute' since I don't speak very much, or some LTB says I'm 'mysterious'. Most of the time, it's very embarrassing since foids think I'm being a dick or have some type of autism because I don't hold small talk or initiate conversation.
Mentally, I still feel like I'm a sub5 and get very anxious whenever someone looks or talks to me and my heart rate accelerates since I think they are making fun of me in secret since thats the reinforcement i've gotten my whole life. At this point my looks arent the issue but im socially inept. How do I stop being an aspie and fit in?
