How do yall deal with self deletion thougts?

[Deleted member 134910]

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[AlbinoMaxxer]

When i was incel i didnt even have drugs but was depressed, just start slaying brah itll go away

 

[Deleted member 134910]

When i was incel i didnt even have drugs but was depressed, just start slaying brah itll go away

Slaying wont fill my void. Even having a gf doesnt fully fulfill myself. I feel worthless, like i have no value in this life.

 

[Klasik616]

Slaying wont fill my void. Even having a gf doesnt fully fulfill myself. I feel worthless, like i have no value in this life.

What you do, even though you're worthless you still have a girlfriend because you look better than most men.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Never get em

 

[Deleted member 134910]

What you do, even though you're worthless you still have a girlfriend because you look better than most men.

Thanks for calling me worthless, now i feel even more like shit. I guess my gf sees some value in me that i should start seeing. When i look at the mirror i feel like shit. Like i look like shit. Like i dont derserve anyone. I think im metally fucked up beyond repair. My self esteem is trash

 

[Deleted member 134910]

Never get em

As if i could control that

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

That's fucking stupid. You should be thinking about hurting other people.

 

[Deleted member 134910]

That's fucking stupid. You should be thinking about hurting other people.

I dont wanna hurt anyone. I just wanna fix myself

 

[chadhamed]

When i was incel i didnt even have drugs but was depressed, just start slaying brah itll go away

Why youre named albino? When you are ginger

 

[Deleted member 132430]

laying in bed and blasting music on highest volume

 

[Deleted member 134910]

laying in bed and blasting music on highest volume

Best cope tbh

 

[Deleted member 132430]

Best cope tbh

only thing that helps me
other people disappoint me so talking to anyone is not the best solution

 

[ikramy]

Thanks for calling me worthless, now i feel even more like shit. I guess my gf sees some value in me that i should start seeing. When i look at the mirror i feel like shit. Like i look like shit. Like i dont derserve anyone. I think im metally fucked up beyond repair. My self esteem is trash

If someone loves you then you aren’t worthless

 

[Deleted member 134910]

only thing that helps me
other people disappoint me so talking to anyone is not the best solution

I like listening to Another love by Tom Odell when i feel like shit. And i get what youre saying about people. But the solution for that is that you gotta trust people blindly, and if you get hurt, well you just gotta deal with it

 

[got.daim]

you don't, you either thug it out
or fall victim to them one day
(I'm going to do the 2nd one)

 

[grimjoww]

Self deletion holy shit nigger just say suicidal

 

[grimjoww]

Yea well u just gotta god ur way out of it

 

[Deleted member 134910]

Self deletion holy shit nigger just say suicidal

Alright suicide. What does that change?

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

Why youre named albino? When you are ginger

Because im rly white

 

[Deleted member 132430]

I like listening to Another love by Tom Odell when i feel like shit.

i prefer music that is a bit louder and whatever. Slow, melancholy music makes me feel even worse usually even though i like it. Rock is mostly what i listen to when trying to cope

And i get what youre saying about people. But the solution for that is that you gotta trust people blindly, and if you get hurt, well you just gotta deal with it

I do just that but like 99% of people end up just not being good or compatible w me in the end. Girls will hurt you, guy friends will leave, people will make fun of you when u need support or whatever. Thats why i feel like trying to get thru it alone is the best way, even though i am guilty myself of reaching out too much to others

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

Alright suicide. What does that change?

You sound like me when i was 12, grow up

 

[grimjoww]

FInd god there's no way out of it except that afaik

Alright suicide. What does that change?

 

[Deleted member 134910]

Yea well u just gotta god ur way out of it

The problem is that when you accumulate them over time, it starts to get harder

 

[ikramy]

I like listening to Another love by Tom Odell when i feel like shit. And i get what youre saying about people. But the solution for that is that you gotta trust people blindly, and if you get hurt, well you just gotta deal with it

Good taste

 

[Deleted member 134910]

You sound like me when i was 12, grow up

So what? I just ignore the pain?

 

[grimjoww]

The problem is that when you accumulate them over time, it starts to get harder

Obv piling shit up is not a healthy way, do smth physical, push ur body and push ur soul by finding god, looking for god, experiencing the divine revelation from him

 

[Deleted member 134910]

i prefer music that is a bit louder and whatever. Slow, melancholy music makes me feel even worse usually even though i like it. Rock is mostly what i listen to when trying to cope

I do just that but like 99% of people end up just not being good or compatible w me in the end. Girls will hurt you, guy friends will leave, people will make fun of you when u need support or whatever. Thats why i feel like trying to get thru it alone is the best way, even though i am guilty myself of reaching out too much to others

It can sound contradictory, but melancholic music helps me cope. And i get. I have become very defensive of time bc of life disappointements. Numb too

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

So what? I just ignore the pain?

I just cant fathom it anymore its only for low t braindead cucks

 

[Deleted member 132430]

I have become very defensive of time bc of life disappointements.

Same. Very neurotic, i feel like everything is an insult to me, which really makes socializing hard for me

 

[trvechud]

I only get those thoughts when I have insomnia

 

[Deleted member 134910]

Same. Very neurotic, i feel like everything is an insult to me, which really makes socializing hard for me

I think its a defense mechanism

 

[sphenocide]

Sleep

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[Deleted member 132430]

I think its a defense mechanism

abused dog syndrome tbh, probably an unfixable thing

 

[Coeus]

You need a purpose

Find something your good at and give yourself a big project to work on

You need to be waking up everyday ready to work towards your purpose

 

[Oatriced]

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Sometimes I would just like to rope but I simply don’t because everyone would talk about me negatively.
If I knew, nobody would care/ nobody would even notice and I had a gun probably I would do it.