SHARK
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Just went on Facebook (0 messages or notifications) and looked at SO MANY picture albums of hot girls living it up with Chads.
My Reaction:
I've been looking at these girls' social media pictures since MIDDLE SCHOOL when we all used AIM. That was when boys like my avi took ALL their attention. And I watched my girl classmates all talk and socialize online with boys with 'flow' haircuts as we all came of age to start being sexual. (That's why I have this avi. It represents those times.)
I've seen TENS of THOUSANDS of photos of these girls with friends, at parties, at the beach, at concerts, at tailgates, etc etc for over a DECADE.
I estimate they've been to at LEAST two parties/social events per week for 10 years. 2 x 52 weeks x 10 years = ...
1040 parties...
I haven't been to ONE legit party in my life
STOP LAUGHING NICOLAS CAGE. IT'S NOT FUNNY.
That's more like it. This is serious stuff.
I'm literally trying to cope by thinking making money or getting plastic surgery will just instantly wipe my brain from all the suffering I endured in my youth.
The rest of my life I will have to listen to phrases like "I remember losing my virginity at 14", "I remember this amazing party in high school" "Oh college was so fun"
I will silently nod as I envy their youth and remember how lonely I was:
In the case you do 'ascend', how can you cope that you started living life at 25, while others started at 12?
I literally have the brain development of a 12 year old.
I still want to know what it's like to go to a middle/high school party and get drunk the first time, hookup with a girl for the first time, etc. I'm still a fucking kid ffs.
I have the third brain:
I've gone to 'therapists' and they are a complete joke. They don't give you friends. They don't give you a girlfriend. You talk to them about how you lack those things, they nod their head, spew some platitude, then you head back to your car in the parking lot depressed and head back to your empty home.
Female therapists are a JOKE. Ironic how the people who can least relate to inceldom become incels' therapists.
THIS was your therapist years ago:
A sorority SLUT who lived an amazing youth filled with friends and sexual pleasure. Every time you go to a female therapist, you are funding girls like this. They are the types to major in psychology.
I have been VERY angry the past few months. Punching shit, punching myself (I am shit so same thing), etc.
I just CAN'T COPE.