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Or better, what keeps you going?
Because i was born poor, i'm confined to only have studying as a means of moving up in life, but it feels impossible to do it when you're such a loser like me.
Yesterday, i had a complete mental breakdown, where i reminisced about my entire life's suffering at once.
I know studying is the only way out for people born in my condition, but honestly, i often think about how rotting is so much better and how that even if i put effort into anything i tried to achieve i still think i would fail because i was destined to it.
Because i was born poor, i'm confined to only have studying as a means of moving up in life, but it feels impossible to do it when you're such a loser like me.
Yesterday, i had a complete mental breakdown, where i reminisced about my entire life's suffering at once.
I know studying is the only way out for people born in my condition, but honestly, i often think about how rotting is so much better and how that even if i put effort into anything i tried to achieve i still think i would fail because i was destined to it.