How I became blackpilled (June 2022) Prelude.

[itsherlossNVM]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

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June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

 

[JustCallMeKash]

busy will read later

 

[itsherlossNVM]

busy will read later

Yessirrr.

 

[RecessedCels]

I became "blackpilled" when people made fun of my appearance

 

[itsherlossNVM]

I became "blackpilled" when people made fun of my appearance

Plenty ways to get blackpilled.

 

[aircraftboi]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

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June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

Will read bhai just driving rn still have 65kms left

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Will read bhai just driving rn still have 65kms left

Be safe.

 

[browncurrycel]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

————————————————————

June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

BRUTAL blackpill. You should have escalated somehow, be it by means of a kiss, holding hands or something along those lines on the first "date" itself.
But clearly, it would have been pointless anyway as you were just timepass for her.
Regardless, I am somebody who hasn't ever been in a relationship with a girl so take my word with a grain of salt.

 

[aircraftboi]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

————————————————————

June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

OP really likes hispanic girls tho as I see. I mean D was hispanic too ig. But your mom is a real one bhai.

 

[futureashtray]

You tried escalating it

damn, no matter how good it seems and how in love i am, i will never confess my feelings if i ever feel any

why? because if women like you, they will make it very very obvious

just imagine this. when you want to say yes to something you would say it instantly. If a girl is making so many excuses or giving you mixed signals then its fucked.

but women almost never make it that obvious, or at that point just ask you out themselves

women are so unpredictable and unsure of themselves

it’s nearly impossible to truly know if she likes you or not

which is why i would rather not attempt to find out.

I am very ignorant in many things but women is one of those things that i can’t ignore.

I will always listen and follow advice related about women.

 

[itsherlossNVM]

BRUTAL blackpill. You should have escalated somehow, be it by means of a kiss, holding hands or something along those lines on the first "date" itself.
But clearly, it would have been pointless anyway as you were just timepass for her.
Regardless, I am somebody who hasn't ever been in a relationship with a girl so take my word with a grain of salt.

She was acting iffy the whole hangout so the chances of that was slim. And you will get there at one point too it’s going to happen someday!

 

[itsherlossNVM]

OP really likes hispanic girls tho as I see. I mean D was hispanic too ig. But your mom is a real one bhai.

It really random that it happens to be 2 Hispanic women. But yea I appreciated my mom took the time out to give me advice, she was real for that.

 

[itsherlossNVM]

You tried escalating it

damn, no matter how good it seems and how in love i am, i will never confess my feelings if i ever feel any

Yea this is something that I think all men should know, never confess at all no matter what because if she like you she will let you know.

why? because if women like you, they will make it very very obvious

just imagine this. when you want to say yes to something you would say it instantly. If a girl is making so many excuses or giving you mixed signals then its fucked.

It’s akin to how a computer operates, like how a computer works in bits. 1 or 0. Yes or no. They know whithin less than a second if you will either be someone they mess with or a friendzone situation.

but women almost never make it that obvious, or at that point just ask you out themselves

women are so unpredictable and unsure of themselves

it’s nearly impossible to truly know if she likes you or not

I wouldn’t say necessarily, I would say stop chasing women as a whole because if they like you enough, they will do the work for you. There’s some women in my life who made the “first” move and are still down to meet me years later.

which is why i would rather not attempt to find out.

I am very ignorant in many things but women is one of those things that i can’t ignore.

I will always listen and follow advice related about women.

Yea but that’s the thing about life, I wouldnt be able to give advice if I never was able to experience it. I am forever thankful for these events.

There was a point and time I was so obsessed with my oneitis or specific women that it was effecting my life and my academic preformance and life. I was always thinking of women who didn’t like me and trying to find ways to make them like me. I used to wake up out of bed thinking and how I could make these women like me before I even brushed my teeth and this was happening since I was 16 in highschool.

Now that I know how women work I don’t even think of them on a day to day basis because if they like you, you will defiantly know. And most women are picky or they have a specific type ect.

 

[aircraftboi]

It really random that it happens to be 2 Hispanic women. But yea I appreciated my mom took the time out to give me advice, she was real for that.

Brotha has a type for sure I mean I can understand latinas are fs good looking asf. Still you can always improve. You're a black guy grow out some braids and use your elite muscle building genetics to the max bhai you will slay

 

[Changmentum]

Nigga had a whole backstory

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Brotha has a type for sure I mean I can understand latinas are fs good looking asf. Still you can always improve. You're a black guy grow out some braids and use your elite muscle building genetics to the max bhai you will slay

Yea gotta take advantage while I’m still young. Ima get there forsure. Maybe bring back the locks you feel me.

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Nigga had a whole backstory

Yea, had my villian arch.

 

[aircraftboi]

Yea gotta take advantage while I’m still young. Ima get there forsure. Maybe bring back the locks you feel me.

Black guys have an advantage at muscle building. Use it man. And the dreads just mog on every black guy. I am a white guy so idk any black guy glow up tips but dreads look cool asf on every black person

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Black guys have an advantage at muscle building. Use it man. And the dreads just mog on every black guy. I am a white guy so idk any black guy glow up tips but dreads look cool asf on every black person

it’s like a cheat code for the most part. When I had dreads and muscles I was pulling like crazy on tinder. Without them I still got matches but not as often.

 

[juggernog]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

————————————————————

June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

good read

 

[itsherlossNVM]

good read

Appreciate it bro.

 

[JustCallMeKash]

Finally read it after being busy for so long we lowkey going through the same arcs. I'm gonna get 2 strand twists tmr, start hitting the gym and I got a job over the summer so I can looksmax ascension soon

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Finally read it after being busy for so long we lowkey going through the same arcs. I'm gonna get 2 strand twists tmr, start hitting the gym and I got a job over the summer so I can looksmax ascension soon

LETS GOOOO, keep me posted bro!

 

[King_Schnitzel]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

————————————————————

June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

Not a molecule.

 

[Oatriced]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

————————————————————

June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

The thing is women, know what they want, even though they wont admit it, they just coping and lying about it.
They only complain about character and this shit but if you have good looks, if you’re tall, they instantly assume you have a good personality. They are just delusional by nowadays social media standards.

 

[Tenzen Thenziro]

I would first like to say thanks to anyone that read my first story I really appreciate it, I was hoping to help out some people who have problem been through similar situations that I’ve been through as well, and maybe prevent somebody from going down the path I went down.

It’s 5AM I’m tired asl but I want to type another story time before I go to bed.

I would like to give a special thanks to: @aircraftboi, @futureashtray, @browncurrycel, @JustCallMeKash, @LTNUser

If didn’t want me to tag u lmk for I can take your name down.

If you haven’t read my previous post it’s down below, this story takes place a year before the ending of that story down below so 2022. The story below takes place from 2020-2023.

Thread 'How I became blackpilled.'
https://looksmax.org/threads/how-i-became-blackpilled.1465084/

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June 2022:

I was 20 years old going on 21 I had just completed my sophmore year of university, my goals were pretty simple, get a job downtown of my city, transfer to a different school, and looks max. I had started growing out my dreadlocks and on top of my tall higeght at 6”1-6”2, It was also the beginning of my gym maxing as well doing around 250 pushups a night, I was buff and feeling good dressing nice all around I felt good about myself. I applied to a couple of jobs so that I can make money cause no way in hell I was getting a internship with my current grades, and I had just gotten admitted to a program in my favorite city for Physics life was looking up.

I ended up getting hired to work at a well know clothing brand store downtown. When I was hired I couldn’t notice that there was a surplus of women in there and a lot of them were around my age, even one of my managers was a milf, she was a white girl who had a full arm sleeve long brown hair blue eyes she was all around bad asf.

I was getting trained by one of my homies named Ty, Ty was a 27 year old white dude who was working here to pass time until he could find a job with his actual degree, he basically assigned me to fold tshirts.

While folding Tshirst I see that it’s this one girl staring at me hard she looks like the singer Aaliyah if you have her curly hair past her shoulder, but when she stared at me it wasn’t in a good way, almost like she’s trying to intemidate me, but I kept doing my work. While working though I met another guy called K and he was graduating highschool and was committed to the same school so we quickly chopped it up.

The very next day I’m roaming around I see the same girl who stared me down and I said hey and waved, she stood still and gave me the death stare the same guy I met the day before K, stepped in and introduced me to her. Apparently the girl thought I was gay for some reason I don’t know where she got that at. I really think she was autistic because if she did what she did to me but to you, you would come to no other conclusion.

I meet some more people one of these included a 17 yr old girl who happens to be a mom, she looked like she was 25 but she was cool people. I treated her like a little sister. Another person I met would be the main person in this story time, let’s call her E. E.

E was a Hispanic girl around 5”5 long black hair, she had an interesting facial structure despite wearing a mask and 2 years older than me studying Philosophy and Psychology. One thing about E that stood out is that even though it was 2 years post covid she would always wear a mask around no matter what. You had no idea what her face even looked like.

Me and her immediately clicked and we had for the most part similar hours but not always. Cut to the chase about a month of us talking she ask me if I want to hangout sometime. Now I want to say this the way she asked me out was very suductive I swear to god lord strike me down if I’m lying the way this girl asked me was extremely weird, of course I agree.

July 2022:

I’m hyped in my head im about to go on a date she gives me her schedule and a specific time and we plan on going to the zoo. We’re up all night talking and we’re sending memes back and forth. As the date gets closer, she ask me what should she wear so that we can match each other. I forgot my outfit by we were pretty matched. We set out and it takes me a good hour and 15 mins to get there as I had to take multiple trains.

We get to the zoo and we just walk and talk about our lives. Pretty normal stuff. We decide to a nearby field and we just sit there and hang out some more. During this whole date she’s taking picture galore, I decide to take my own picture with her included in it and use the emoji “” I even tagged her. We then went downtown and took atlest another 50 photos then went to McDonald’s to eat.

The date went smoothly I walked her back to her train, gave her a hug but she rushed quickly like she was in a hurry. But all I thought about was finally I found someone who took my mind off the previous girl who had me in a mental choke hold, as I walk down the mall area to get to the train station I could only be reminded of how successful the date was. We texted each other until we both made it back home, we planned to hangout again.

2nd Hangout:

as it was nearing time to go back to school we planned to hangout again before we each left. At first it was the libary downtown, then it was we settled on a location, the waterfront. Now when I get there she is in the most obsolete area ever because it took me 30 mins to find her with her location on. Mind you it’s hot as fuck and I’m sweating my ass off trying to find her and she dosent want to get up to find me. I eventually find her, but I’m sweaty asf and probably musty too. She talks about how she messed up trying to do her nails, I take this as a perfect opportunity to take her hand and see her nails. My approach this date is simple. Be aggressive and try to close out the relationship before she goes back to school.

We walk downtown, I try to hold her hand but she does it reluctantly, we have to go to the nearest Starbucks because her phone is almost dead and she needs to charge it. While we’re sitting I try to put my arm around her never mind the fact that I might be musty from walking around frantically trying to find her for 30 mins. She does this weird ass thing were she like hugs my arm. So after she charges her phone she says she wants to go back to the water front, but this time she’s walking ahead of me fast asf it looks like I’m stalking her or some shit. We walk around and call it a night. It was akward as we just texted each other gn we didn’t even check to make sure we made it back home.

Despite the bad date I still like this girl and decided to text her. What was 1 hour for her to text back took a day, then after a day a couple of days. She started school a couple of days before me and I always feared that she would get to school and find a dude that was better than me. Like I said text messages were taking days to get a response. I remember I was over my dad house watching tv and she finally responded back after 3 days.

My mom needed my car to go decorate my cousins dorm/apartment room, the trip was 3 hours on the ride I finally got impatient and asked my friend who also helped me with my other friend situation what his thought was, because mines said she was talking to another guy, he agreed and said that he had another similar sitatution happen to him.

I decide to text her on snap and ask her was she talking to someone else. She said yes and my heart sank to my ass. You’re telling me where matching clothes, texting all day and night and we weren’t on a date???

I was in my cousin apartment when this happend and she laughed her ass off, I was so heated I had to go back to the car. And after a while of texting she said she wanted to hop on the phone.

We’re on the phone and she’s saying how when we were hanging out she didn’t know it was a date, but I’m saying if we’re matching and texting all day and night how tf is that not a date? She then says her brother says that it’s completely normal for co workers to hang out but that’s not my point at all. It took all the power in me to not curse her ass out. She was talking about “if I known you like me I would have said no earlier” like wtf???

I blocked her on I think snap, and she asked me why I blocked her.

My mom got done decorating the room and we drive back home I remember saying f her on one of my story’s and having my coworkers slide up laughing there asses off.

this was the first time I ever opened up to my mom about my issues and I’ll never forget that she said “us women can sometimes be evil” and “if a girl likes you, you will know.” I didn’t care I just wanted to go home.

I found out later through my bro K that she was dating a Mexican dude that was at the same job, he looked pretty goofy so the only explanation I could think of is there both Mexican so they would want to date there own race.

I added her back on snap when I unblocked some of the woman I liked but had rejected me.

Till this day I still have her on snap she sometimes views my story.

Anyways always go for that the curly head autistic girl that looks like Aaliyah.

Also fuck the redpill for making me belive that just because you hang out with a girl it’s automatically a “date”, always specify beforehand.

Did you really believed that hanging out with a girl means dating at 20y? Brutal

 

[itsherlossNVM]

Did you really believed that hanging out with a girl means dating at 20y? Brutal

Shit if we wearing matching clothes then sure.

 

[pablo94]

Bro, what happened to you is perfectly normal. She met another guy. And that is no ones fault. It's ok for you to feel sad and angry about it. You had some expectations that were never met and that hurts a lot.

In your dtes, you were nice to her and gave her a good time. That is something to be proud of.

You will never know what would have happened if you made some things different. But who cares. You did everything the right way. Dont blame it on you.