whitebitchslayer
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I’ve gotten a ton of DMs asking me abt last night thinking I’m some chad slayer or shit based on the tiktoks I posted. However the reality was the exact opposite, probably top 3 worst nights I’ve ever had I can’t fucking belive the shit that happened to me. I also can’t keep talking about it in DMs because I’ve been replaying the events in my head all day and it’s absolutely soul crushing and brutal. I’m just going to explain everything in this thread and not make anything else so hopefully I don’t think about it anymore 
I posted this thread at like 5 last night it’s very incoherent and I was struggling to type or put my thoughts into words:
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So to start at the beginning one of my friends asked me to come to a lake house last night (Monday night) with some people. Sunday I was added to a group chat with everyone who would be there and the ratio was 12 girls and 4 guys (3 more ended up coming but 2 of them greened out with in like half an hour of getting there). I already knew a few of the girls cause I hung out with them with the 2 guys who invited me. Basically I wanted to chase girl a, and then if that didn’t work my back up plan was girl b, and if all else fails girl c….. boy did everything fail.
We got there at 7:30pm or so I drove one other guy and immediately random girls were on my dick. I fully think they all got together before I got there and decided to just be horrible people since they were super chill on snap and the last time I met them. Within an hour girl an asks me to put her on with this other guy who came (he honestly mogs me to death) and since I’m a decent guy I helped him. Girl b added me on snap the night before and is genuinely mtb so she’s very attractive. I’m not fully what was up her ass but between 9 and 2 she slapped me, threw glass bottles at me, and got my hoodie and shirt soaking wet with alcohol which she threw across the room. Then when I gave up and was finding a bed to sleep in she walked in my room with my boy and kicked me out to sleep with him. Similar to girl b, girl c was a bitch since the moment I got there and slept with some ugly ass dude I’ve never met I don’t really know what happened there. I fully believe I didn’t do anything that wrong because all the guys that were there were kinda backing me up and felt bad for me and shit. If I really did something to warrant all that one of them would’ve taken the chance to white knight or atleast tell me but as far as conversations with them they thought I was being targeted and didn’t really know why. After I got kicked out of that bed I went to lay on a couch with some random ltb and then her older sister came down and took multiple videos of me and made me go sleep on the floor where she kicked me multiple times I still have hella bruises on my side. I didn’t sleep at all the heat wasn’t working well and it was sub 30 degrees (or sub 0 if ur not American) and I had no shirt since mine were all soaked. All I could do was force myself to drink more and hope the memory loss locks in and I don’t remember any of the night. By 7am I got my keys from this girls mother, and was about to dip. Girl C was on my dick again asking me if I was trying to leave and I said no I’m going to get a shirt from my car and then redlined my motor out of their driveway for a soul crushing 4.5 hour drive home. All things considered I don’t think it could’ve possible gone worse when I was on the way home I sent my boy like 3 long voice messages being honest abt how I felt about the whole night and he played them in a car with the girls there and they all clowned me. I almost got a dui on the way home and probably cried a lot more than I want to admit.
I really hope I never see any of them again and can just forget this but I have a strong feeling it will be replaying in my mind every night for months. I fucking hate this shit it’s so over for me any attempt to fix my shit life gets instantly destroyed. I think it’s time to give up on all of this
I posted this thread at like 5 last night it’s very incoherent and I was struggling to type or put my thoughts into words:
I wish I never tried my hand at social events
I went to this thing tn thinking I would get play, ratio is like 12-5 or some shit I had a plan a, b, c, and d and all my fucking balls got taken. It’s 5 am and if I hear one more fucking giggle upstairs I’m finding my keys and getting the .45 out. It’s 20 degrees outside some whores drenched...
So to start at the beginning one of my friends asked me to come to a lake house last night (Monday night) with some people. Sunday I was added to a group chat with everyone who would be there and the ratio was 12 girls and 4 guys (3 more ended up coming but 2 of them greened out with in like half an hour of getting there). I already knew a few of the girls cause I hung out with them with the 2 guys who invited me. Basically I wanted to chase girl a, and then if that didn’t work my back up plan was girl b, and if all else fails girl c….. boy did everything fail.
We got there at 7:30pm or so I drove one other guy and immediately random girls were on my dick. I fully think they all got together before I got there and decided to just be horrible people since they were super chill on snap and the last time I met them. Within an hour girl an asks me to put her on with this other guy who came (he honestly mogs me to death) and since I’m a decent guy I helped him. Girl b added me on snap the night before and is genuinely mtb so she’s very attractive. I’m not fully what was up her ass but between 9 and 2 she slapped me, threw glass bottles at me, and got my hoodie and shirt soaking wet with alcohol which she threw across the room. Then when I gave up and was finding a bed to sleep in she walked in my room with my boy and kicked me out to sleep with him. Similar to girl b, girl c was a bitch since the moment I got there and slept with some ugly ass dude I’ve never met I don’t really know what happened there. I fully believe I didn’t do anything that wrong because all the guys that were there were kinda backing me up and felt bad for me and shit. If I really did something to warrant all that one of them would’ve taken the chance to white knight or atleast tell me but as far as conversations with them they thought I was being targeted and didn’t really know why. After I got kicked out of that bed I went to lay on a couch with some random ltb and then her older sister came down and took multiple videos of me and made me go sleep on the floor where she kicked me multiple times I still have hella bruises on my side. I didn’t sleep at all the heat wasn’t working well and it was sub 30 degrees (or sub 0 if ur not American) and I had no shirt since mine were all soaked. All I could do was force myself to drink more and hope the memory loss locks in and I don’t remember any of the night. By 7am I got my keys from this girls mother, and was about to dip. Girl C was on my dick again asking me if I was trying to leave and I said no I’m going to get a shirt from my car and then redlined my motor out of their driveway for a soul crushing 4.5 hour drive home. All things considered I don’t think it could’ve possible gone worse when I was on the way home I sent my boy like 3 long voice messages being honest abt how I felt about the whole night and he played them in a car with the girls there and they all clowned me. I almost got a dui on the way home and probably cried a lot more than I want to admit.
I really hope I never see any of them again and can just forget this but I have a strong feeling it will be replaying in my mind every night for months. I fucking hate this shit it’s so over for me any attempt to fix my shit life gets instantly destroyed. I think it’s time to give up on all of this
Can this nigga win one time
