How I grew up a stresscel and My childhood was hell

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Growing up I WAS moving place to place I think I moved 21 times across country’s states, it was a journey, but around 8 my mom and dad started always arguing my dad used to be a heavy drinker(thankfully quit now and is better than ever) but I can never forgive him for how he treated me during childhood, yelling, abusive, glazing my sister over me. He’s nothing but nice to me now and I love him BUT. my cheeks are red always flushed from the Goyslop seed oils I was fed, now my face wouldn’t have been as much recessed without all the cortisol pumping through my blood when my parents were arguing. I honeslty don’t even understand how people say “uhh man I miss being a kid”. To me I look at it as hell, and now it’s calmed down, but I just wish I grew up into a rich relaxing peaceful family, and not a poor, stressing shit enviroment family. But my character development has changed for the better and see the world way much different perspective. Honestly now I feel more better due to character development LOL. But still the memories aren’t fun for me.
 
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“uhh man I miss being a kid”. To me I look at it as hell
I miss being a kid because my life iss way worse now, not because it was necessarily good back than. I always had my problems it was just on a smaller scale back than and i had "time" :LOL:

But stress is a bitch im sorry u had to go throu this and couldnt devolope ur chad bones sue ur parents
 
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I miss being a kid because my life iss way worse now, not because it was necessarily good back than. I always had my problems it was just on a smaller scale back than and i had "time" :LOL:

But stress is a bitch im sorry u had to go throu this and couldnt devolope ur chad bones sue ur parents
Understanding, yup defiantly will sue their ass.
 
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Growing up I WAS moving place to place I think I moved 21 times across country’s states, it was a journey, but around 8 my mom and dad started always arguing my dad used to be a heavy drinker(thankfully quit now and is better than ever) but I can never forgive him for how he treated me during childhood, yelling, abusive, glazing my sister over me. He’s nothing but nice to me now and I love him BUT. my cheeks are red always flushed from the Goyslop seed oils I was fed, now my face wouldn’t have been as much recessed without all the cortisol pumping through my blood when my parents were arguing. I honeslty don’t even understand how people say “uhh man I miss being a kid”. To me I look at it as hell, and now it’s calmed down, but I just wish I grew up into a rich relaxing peaceful family, and not a poor, stressing shit enviroment family. But my character development has changed for the better and see the world way much different perspective. Honestly now I feel more better due to character development LOL. But still the memories aren’t fun for me.
Same, but now is shit too:feelsbadman:
 
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