aristrocratic
the ends justify the means
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if you're a youngcel reading this, it's not too late to leave these forums.
it all started one fateful day.
mataaji was cooking some left over curry from the previous night, i at the time a computer geek was on youtube just looking for something to watch while i pass the time waiting for mataaji to finish cooking
till i see a video... by bhai hamza titled...
i thought to myself holy fucking shit bro, i want to look like that he's so handsome so the stupid oblivious to what would happen to me 6 years later clicks...
i start getting overwhelmed with tears noticing my skinny fat physique and hearing mataaji also call for me was the last straw im a nobody all the kids at school make fun of me im a loser. mataaji eventually comes in my room and she can see that my eyes are red because of crying, she asks "beta why are you crying? who did this to you" i answer...
nothing.. is the curry done? i can't wait to eat while i put on a forceful smile, she sees through it but she goes along with it...
fast forward 2 weeks
by now if i remember i was still getting bullied by this one kid at my school we'll call him pete, pete kept making fun of me cause i was "poop colored" i started feeling rage and beat the shit out of pete untill the principal had to get me off of him obviously my parents get notification that this occured and im suspended for a month straight now what do i do in this month?.....
nothing.
i got used to being home and starting to lay down and rot looking at self improvement till i see a forum.. looksmax.org
i decide to register cause why not im already suspended, not like i have anything to do
(worst mistake of my life)
i register and eventually do my first post it was just introducing myself while posting my face told the guys "hey im 16 indian and ready to improve myself" notifications start rolling in.. "kys jeet" "faggot shitskin" "unlovable" "recessed" you get the point. After this had occured i had to ask myself am i gonna take this and do nothing or am i gonna take this and try to mog the fuck out of everyone so thats what i did started lurking looking at threads and eventually got somewhere, asked for a rating one time i got like an mtn i think? dont remember. doesnt matter.
fastforward 2 years
been on the forum for two years now, got some respect looking nice
till one day... i decide to ask for a rating one more time... i get an instant flashback to when i first got on this forum "filthy shitskin" "subhuman jeet" "what do you think about pakistanis fucking your mother" and so on i started losing it and gave up. after all its all genetics.
fastforward 4 years (the present)
well. this is me now
gave up the cope and just applied to an IT job, i have a wife and it's so good right?
wrong.
i keep getting haunted by my past and keep lurking this forum to this day i see people hate on indians and it just keeps hurting me.
this is all what i wish i could say.
actually the present.
save yourselves before the blackpill gets you first.
it all started one fateful day.
mataaji was cooking some left over curry from the previous night, i at the time a computer geek was on youtube just looking for something to watch while i pass the time waiting for mataaji to finish cooking
till i see a video... by bhai hamza titled...
i thought to myself holy fucking shit bro, i want to look like that he's so handsome so the stupid oblivious to what would happen to me 6 years later clicks...
i start getting overwhelmed with tears noticing my skinny fat physique and hearing mataaji also call for me was the last straw im a nobody all the kids at school make fun of me im a loser. mataaji eventually comes in my room and she can see that my eyes are red because of crying, she asks "beta why are you crying? who did this to you" i answer...
nothing.. is the curry done? i can't wait to eat while i put on a forceful smile, she sees through it but she goes along with it...
fast forward 2 weeks
by now if i remember i was still getting bullied by this one kid at my school we'll call him pete, pete kept making fun of me cause i was "poop colored" i started feeling rage and beat the shit out of pete untill the principal had to get me off of him obviously my parents get notification that this occured and im suspended for a month straight now what do i do in this month?.....
nothing.
i got used to being home and starting to lay down and rot looking at self improvement till i see a forum.. looksmax.org
i decide to register cause why not im already suspended, not like i have anything to do
(worst mistake of my life)
i register and eventually do my first post it was just introducing myself while posting my face told the guys "hey im 16 indian and ready to improve myself" notifications start rolling in.. "kys jeet" "faggot shitskin" "unlovable" "recessed" you get the point. After this had occured i had to ask myself am i gonna take this and do nothing or am i gonna take this and try to mog the fuck out of everyone so thats what i did started lurking looking at threads and eventually got somewhere, asked for a rating one time i got like an mtn i think? dont remember. doesnt matter.
fastforward 2 years
been on the forum for two years now, got some respect looking nice
till one day... i decide to ask for a rating one more time... i get an instant flashback to when i first got on this forum "filthy shitskin" "subhuman jeet" "what do you think about pakistanis fucking your mother" and so on i started losing it and gave up. after all its all genetics.
fastforward 4 years (the present)
well. this is me now
gave up the cope and just applied to an IT job, i have a wife and it's so good right?
wrong.
i keep getting haunted by my past and keep lurking this forum to this day i see people hate on indians and it just keeps hurting me.
this is all what i wish i could say.
actually the present.
save yourselves before the blackpill gets you first.
