How it is to go from incel to above avrg looking from my view.

[beniman]

So i used to be really ugly, like to the point where people bullied me bad. Like beating me up for no reason, destroying my stuff, spreading rumours abt me etc. You understand what i mean.

I was insanely fat and ugly. And that made me think, why me? i didnt choose this life. Do i not matter because of the fact that i am ugly? This went on most of my life untill around 14-15 where pubrty and weight loss saved be.

So how really is it to go from truly incel to above avrg? Well its good but prob not as you belive. If you truly used to be an incel your mindset doesnt rly change. Im still a shut-in and dont speak to people because i still know how it was. I still lived in a living hell, Just because i dont get shit anymore bc of my looks ive still went thru it yk. I dont speak to people at all, and my family thinks somthing is wrong with me bc of it but idc. People are evil in the flesh and 99% of ppl wouldnt care abt me if i was the way i used to so i dont want to open up to them. Im still living like i used to excpect the fact that i dont get bullied anymore

And felt like writing this bc watched a anime that kind off resonated with me (lookism).

 

[beniman]

fuck wrong channel

 

[beniman]

@Gengar could u put this in off-topic?

 

[beniman]

,yo @TechnoBoss could u put this in off-topic

 

[beniman]

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[beniman]

@Suns9999 nigger why tf did u react with jfl