how much irl social interaction do u get?

[the MOUSE]

this whole yr i only leave house to go outside like twice a week for uni, soccer. even then, its just some random niggas lol. the only time i had more social interaction was when i worked as dishwasher for a bit, but that was rlly shit n stressful, hands got rlly dry n shrivelled working till 6am

think im only realizing now, how lonely ive been. esp in high school, was kinda popular funny oofy doofy initially but in later yrs became loner, friends legit ditched me, i would just study in library in breaks than have fun.

it was so painful sitting in front table of whole class by self, ppl just isolating me like i wasnt human, i would skip school on days like that, i looked forward to classes where i sat in back by myself much rather. i got blackpilled this time also with alot of rage and genuine no hope as i was short, underweight, ugly indian, mom passed away this time too. also realizing i got extractions as couldnt afford better dental plan. i had to deal with all of this unnecessary and meaningless pain at a young age, i would cry to god with no response and experiences like that broke me, truly abandoned. idk how i somehow got through rlly tbh, i wanted to kms rlly bad quite often but burden of family pain prevented, only thing that stopped me.

life has gotten substantially better in recent times, but i wonder if its too late? like even if i was to ascend and become mogger in remaining yrs. idk if it rlly compares to being mogger in younger yrs. all i can do to make up now rlly is fuck used up roasties etc. the best times were when young, past 20 life ends. rather be zyzz, mogger and die at 20 than be ave guy till 40. i already feel ive experienced so much, every life experience except for love/sex. after that, id be contempt, idrk what comes more to this life beyond that. idrc bout leaving mark on world, helping others etc as being remembered on this earth is temporal also. i try to be good genunely without notice instead of doing it for sake of going heaven, avoiding hell etc

damn, tried writing a simple question and ended up venting a bit

 

[the MOUSE]

this is why ive called myself a MOUSE also. its a reminder of the glimmer of hope when it all seems lost, to continue on despite the pain. inspired from here

 

[niqfan625]

this whole yr i only leave house to go outside like twice a week for uni, soccer. even then, its just some random niggas lol.

think im only realizing now, how lonely ive been. esp in high school, was kinda popular funny oofy doofy initially but in later yrs became loner, friends legit ditched me, i would just study in library in breaks than have fun.

it was so painful sitting in front table of whole class by self, ppl just isolating me like i wasnt human, i would skip school on days like that, i looked forward to classes where i sat in back by myself much rather. i got blackpilled this time also with alot of rage and genuine no hope as i was short, underweight, ugly indian, mom passed away this time too. also realizing i got extractions as couldnt afford better dental plan. i had to deal with all of this unnecessary and meaningless pain at a young age, i would cry to god with no response and experiences like that broke me, truly abandoned. idk how i somehow got through rlly tbh, i wanted to kms rlly bad quite often but burden of family pain prevented, only thing that stopped me.

damn, tried writing a simple question and ended up venting a bit

Same bro its brutal if you arent chad but ethnic and short

 

[The Grinch]

Blud is too ugly to be respected in Mumbai. Brutal

 

[the MOUSE]

Blud is too ugly to be respected in Mumbai. Brutal

lowkey wish i lived there instead. id probs be middle class, mtn. here in australia was genuine truecel, also low class income profile due to single parent, fucked inflation. had to live quite frugally, no toys, xbox, tv, birthday presents, fast food etc growing up just phone( i only played clash royale and became very good at it, top 10k global maybe couldve made something out of it but deleted acc as i was addicted). live in 1 bedroom apt, could record house tour also maybe, rlly shit place imma move out next yr

 

[the MOUSE]

 

[Tabula Rasa]

this whole yr i only leave house to go outside like twice a week for uni, soccer. even then, its just some random niggas lol. the only time i had more social interaction was when i worked as dishwasher for a bit, but that was rlly shit n stressful, hands got rlly dry n shrivelled working till 6am

think im only realizing now, how lonely ive been. esp in high school, was kinda popular funny oofy doofy initially but in later yrs became loner, friends legit ditched me, i would just study in library in breaks than have fun.

it was so painful sitting in front table of whole class by self, ppl just isolating me like i wasnt human, i would skip school on days like that, i looked forward to classes where i sat in back by myself much rather. i got blackpilled this time also with alot of rage and genuine no hope as i was short, underweight, ugly indian, mom passed away this time too. also realizing i got extractions as couldnt afford better dental plan. i had to deal with all of this unnecessary and meaningless pain at a young age, i would cry to god with no response and experiences like that broke me, truly abandoned. idk how i somehow got through rlly tbh, i wanted to kms rlly bad quite often but burden of family pain prevented, only thing that stopped me.

life has gotten substantially better in recent times, but i wonder if its too late? like even if i was to ascend and become mogger in remaining yrs. idk if it rlly compares to being mogger in younger yrs. all i can do to make up now rlly is fuck used up roasties etc. the best times were when young, past 20 life ends. rather be zyzz, mogger and die at 20 than be ave guy till 40. i already feel ive experienced so much, every life experience except for love/sex. after that, id be contempt, idrk what comes more to this life beyond that. idrc bout leaving mark on world, helping others etc as being remembered on this earth is temporal also. i try to be good genunely without notice instead of doing it for sake of going heaven, avoiding hell etc

damn, tried writing a simple question and ended up venting a bit

I am kind of the same, i was socially outcasted too.. and have not gotten much social interaction since high school (or what little of it I had during that time) and now I ldar wageslaving and doing online classes

 

[the MOUSE]

I am kind of the same, i was socially outcasted too.. and have not gotten much social interaction since high school (or what little of it I had during that time) and now I ldar wageslaving and doing online classes

sorry to hear man. i think my case may be a bit unique, i could easily get friends etc if i wanted to( despite my online persona, very different irl, actually nt or can at least feign it well, mainly just shitpost lol) just cant be bothered rlly. i know theres studies saying loneliness affects badly, shortens lifespan etc but i sort of prefer being lone, im lone by choice more so than out of my will. perhaps its adhd, i be rlly efficient, i hate even wasting 1 min. i only go shops outside etc when its alongside some route i have to already go outside for like uni. i have a sort of stoic, nihilistic view of life, the cost of knowing too much about the turth of this world perhaps, how futile n meaningless most stuff is, i just cant be entertained by stuff most normies do, find it painfully boring

 

[innervoid765]

this whole yr i only leave house to go outside like twice a week for uni, soccer. even then, its just some random niggas lol. the only time i had more social interaction was when i worked as dishwasher for a bit, but that was rlly shit n stressful, hands got rlly dry n shrivelled working till 6am

think im only realizing now, how lonely ive been. esp in high school, was kinda popular funny oofy doofy initially but in later yrs became loner, friends legit ditched me, i would just study in library in breaks than have fun.

it was so painful sitting in front table of whole class by self, ppl just isolating me like i wasnt human, i would skip school on days like that, i looked forward to classes where i sat in back by myself much rather. i got blackpilled this time also with alot of rage and genuine no hope as i was short, underweight, ugly indian, mom passed away this time too. also realizing i got extractions as couldnt afford better dental plan. i had to deal with all of this unnecessary and meaningless pain at a young age, i would cry to god with no response and experiences like that broke me, truly abandoned. idk how i somehow got through rlly tbh, i wanted to kms rlly bad quite often but burden of family pain prevented, only thing that stopped me.

life has gotten substantially better in recent times, but i wonder if its too late? like even if i was to ascend and become mogger in remaining yrs. idk if it rlly compares to being mogger in younger yrs. all i can do to make up now rlly is fuck used up roasties etc. the best times were when young, past 20 life ends. rather be zyzz, mogger and die at 20 than be ave guy till 40. i already feel ive experienced so much, every life experience except for love/sex. after that, id be contempt, idrk what comes more to this life beyond that. idrc bout leaving mark on world, helping others etc as being remembered on this earth is temporal also. i try to be good genunely without notice instead of doing it for sake of going heaven, avoiding hell etc

damn, tried writing a simple question and ended up venting a bit

dnr but i feel bad for u based on the question ur asking in the title

 

[Deleted member 30120]

Dnr but 0 irl interactions this year

 

[MongolTurk]

the best times were when young, past 20 life ends. rather be zyzz, mogger and die at 20 than be ave guy till 40.

After being deprived of this for no reason at all, do you still believe in the existence of a fair and just god?

 

[Krakowski]

None

 

[Deleted member 41749]

so you came from the slums of mumbai and expect to slay here? Losing your friend has nothing with your looks you shoulda just lived life and not be greedy accept the fact that this is not your environment and compromises.
You’ll never get pussy but you have food water and many other things living in a luxuries country

 

[romanstock]

i was short, underweight, ugly indian

over.

 

[redmaxx]

this whole yr i only leave house to go outside like twice a week for uni, soccer. even then, its just some random niggas lol. the only time i had more social interaction was when i worked as dishwasher for a bit, but that was rlly shit n stressful, hands got rlly dry n shrivelled working till 6am

think im only realizing now, how lonely ive been. esp in high school, was kinda popular funny oofy doofy initially but in later yrs became loner, friends legit ditched me, i would just study in library in breaks than have fun.

it was so painful sitting in front table of whole class by self, ppl just isolating me like i wasnt human, i would skip school on days like that, i looked forward to classes where i sat in back by myself much rather. i got blackpilled this time also with alot of rage and genuine no hope as i was short, underweight, ugly indian, mom passed away this time too. also realizing i got extractions as couldnt afford better dental plan. i had to deal with all of this unnecessary and meaningless pain at a young age, i would cry to god with no response and experiences like that broke me, truly abandoned. idk how i somehow got through rlly tbh, i wanted to kms rlly bad quite often but burden of family pain prevented, only thing that stopped me.

life has gotten substantially better in recent times, but i wonder if its too late? like even if i was to ascend and become mogger in remaining yrs. idk if it rlly compares to being mogger in younger yrs. all i can do to make up now rlly is fuck used up roasties etc. the best times were when young, past 20 life ends. rather be zyzz, mogger and die at 20 than be ave guy till 40. i already feel ive experienced so much, every life experience except for love/sex. after that, id be contempt, idrk what comes more to this life beyond that. idrc bout leaving mark on world, helping others etc as being remembered on this earth is temporal also. i try to be good genunely without notice instead of doing it for sake of going heaven, avoiding hell etc

damn, tried writing a simple question and ended up venting a bit

I'm sorry to hear about your mother. My condolences.
Don't worry about time. It's not at all too late to make something great of your life. We can't allow a happy past to tie us to yesterday. Those people who turned their backs on you and ignored you offer you nothing in the long run. You are only accountable to you. Recognize it, live like it, and you will make something great of it.
It's over when you decide that it's over. Don't worry about the rest of them. The only person you truly need to mog is yourself.

 

[Maalik]

I'm sorry to hear about your mother. My condolences.
Don't worry about time. It's not at all too late to make something great of your life. We can't allow a happy past to tie us to yesterday. Those people who turned their backs on you and ignored you offer you nothing in the long run. You are only accountable to you. Recognize it, live like it, and you will make something great of it.
It's over when you decide that it's over. Don't worry about the rest of them. The only person you truly need to mog is yourself.

this is the most bluepilled blackpill ever

Thinking realistically, op is right. nothing compares to chad teenage life (school). Just think back to what chad used to do in your class. girls on his lap, making shitty jokes but people laugh anyway.. going to his girlfriend's house etc.
meanwhile guys like me and OP were on reddit or something and eventually Graduated to .org hahaaah

Twenties chad life is a slight downgrade (end of university, entry into workforce),
but an actual chad will have so much experience and connections by then he can make up for it with honed social acumen.

Life ends at 30, so
even if we ascend we'll be about mid twenties by then and have zero social experience and only a few years left to live a decent life before the agepill attacks us

 

[Lefty Rankin]

this is why ive called myself a MOUSE also. its a reminder of the glimmer of hope when it all seems lost, to continue on despite the pain. inspired from here

That's very interesting.

 

[redmaxx]

this is the most bluepilled blackpill ever

Thinking realistically, op is right. nothing compares to chad teenage life (school). Just think back to what chad used to do in your class. girls on his lap, making shitty jokes but people laugh anyway.. going to his girlfriend's house etc.
meanwhile guys like me and OP were on reddit or something and eventually Graduated to .org hahaaah

Twenties chad life is a slight downgrade (end of university, entry into workforce),
but an actual chad will have so much experience and connections by then he can make up for it with honed social acumen.

Life ends at 30, so
even if we ascend we'll be about mid twenties by then and have zero social experience and only a few years left to live a decent life before the agepill attacks us

That is one timeline. I don't necessarily disagree with it, but it is a timeline you condemn yourself to if you stake the value of your life on social interaction instead of self-actualization.
If you're going to ascend, ascend for yourself, not for the appreciation of others. By that metric you just commit yourself to an existence at the will of other people.

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

Literally none
I don't have to interact with anyone at all. I never go anywhere. I only leave my house to get sun
It's good, talking to people is overloading and stressfull

 

[Tr0ubLe]

Join a social circle that make ot mandatory to socialize.
Church events and shit. Camping. Parties.
These made me NT more and got me girls..
Even if u look shit u can still have female friends, i see it all the time

 

[Skywalker]

After being deprived of this for no reason at all, do you still believe in the existence of a fair and just god?

im convinced god is a woman - it HAS to be