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I was 17, almost 18.
I was raised in a strict Roman Catholic household. I didn’t have a cell phone and I went to an extremely conservative catholic school for middle school. I believed that if I saved myself for marriage and remained chaste and never masterbate that God would bring a pretty and sweet white girl into my life to be my forever girlfriend.
I started focusing all my energy and horniness into trying to find a real life girlfriend. By this point I was going to a public high school which was majority black and only ten percent white. White girls were scarce. So I tried to be as much of a simp to set myself apart from the thugs as much as I could. Of course it never worked. I was so stressed out and working so hard to try to get a white girlfriend, meanwhile trying to remain a good Christian soldier by not masturbating. I was getting so pent up and so frustrated. Eventually, after a particularly painful rejection, I went home and just googled “big booty white girl twerk. I was so horney and so desperate I just didn’t give a fuck anymore. I nutted like three times a day to big booty twerking white girls for like six months after that.
I was so repressed. It’s been about ten years and I haven’t been on a date since then. I still live in my inner city hellhole so dating is completely out of the question. I will never get a white girlfriend in real life. But at least now I can masturbate and “take a load off” in my free time
I was raised in a strict Roman Catholic household. I didn’t have a cell phone and I went to an extremely conservative catholic school for middle school. I believed that if I saved myself for marriage and remained chaste and never masterbate that God would bring a pretty and sweet white girl into my life to be my forever girlfriend.
I started focusing all my energy and horniness into trying to find a real life girlfriend. By this point I was going to a public high school which was majority black and only ten percent white. White girls were scarce. So I tried to be as much of a simp to set myself apart from the thugs as much as I could. Of course it never worked. I was so stressed out and working so hard to try to get a white girlfriend, meanwhile trying to remain a good Christian soldier by not masturbating. I was getting so pent up and so frustrated. Eventually, after a particularly painful rejection, I went home and just googled “big booty white girl twerk. I was so horney and so desperate I just didn’t give a fuck anymore. I nutted like three times a day to big booty twerking white girls for like six months after that.
I was so repressed. It’s been about ten years and I haven’t been on a date since then. I still live in my inner city hellhole so dating is completely out of the question. I will never get a white girlfriend in real life. But at least now I can masturbate and “take a load off” in my free time
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