italianmixedcurry
second ascension soon
- Joined
- Jul 30, 2024
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Who am I?
Hi, I'm a 15 year old Indian, with italian grandparents. I have been scouting .org without an account for years on and off (before the tiktok faggots came), never took blackpill seriously till 2023.
Why did I do this?
I always got bullied for my face, in 2023 I was given sub 5 ratings but me being the coper i was i thought, "incels can't tell me what I look like" all the faggots around me, when we used to talk about how attractive we all were, i always got placed last, I had a huge ego because of my rarer colouring which had no use because I was an obese faggot. I kept coping by thinking that male gaze sees me as a loser because I'm a prettyboy (i was a fucking uglyboy) then, in 2023 i sent a girl i knew a follow request who was in the same tuition as me. SHE DIDNT EVEN ACCEPT IT AND MADE FUN OF ME FOR LOOKING SO UGLY LMFAO. This was absolutely brutal but I somehow coped and decided she just wasn't the right one (holy bluepill) a fat faggot, who my ego decided was beneath me due to my superiorness, was dating a girl and was popular with the girls due to status, he comes up to me and mocks me about my looks, this was my breaking point and I decided that I need to do something about my ugly ass now.
What did I do?
I started scouting .org seriously and was on it for atleast a hour a day for 6 months. I dropped from around 28% bf to 18%. I know it isn't anything crazy but in India most faggots are around 25%, and I have decent muscle mass so I'm now relatively a "fit guy" most fags can't even do a single pushup here so yeah. I fixed my hair and got a nice fringe that suited me, skincare, vitamins, a little bit of frauding by using makeup and all, that's it, so nothing crazy just softmaxxing.
Results?
The results were amazing, my ego was boosted and I started going crazy, I joined a new school just after my ascension and the difference was crystal clear, in my past school no one even wanted to interact with me, everyone here wants to be my friend, I got people approaching me to come talk to them and sit with them. I still don't think I'm attractive by any means, but there still is a difference. Girls started giving me attention, I dated 2 girls, and had one fwb, in 3 months. I had never talked to a girl for more than 2 minutes before this and my quality of life was amazing. My friends, recognised my ascension and starting asking me for tips on how I did this, i was no longer the punching bag of the friendgroup, and I felt amazing due to people recognising my glowup and shit.
I started receiving and overhearing compliments about my face, I'm not attractive at all, I'm a MTN at best, but my school just does not have many attractive people.
If you're this happy, how did .org fuck you up?
.org fucks everyone up, I cannot go two hours without looking at the mirror, and if I don't like what I see, my entire day is ruined. Yes I have abused dog syndrome and I spend too much time looking at the mirror and cannot have anyone take pictures of me, I only have a single candid of me ever, and obviously I look absolutely ugly in it too.
Was it worth it?
Yes.
Hi, I'm a 15 year old Indian, with italian grandparents. I have been scouting .org without an account for years on and off (before the tiktok faggots came), never took blackpill seriously till 2023.
Why did I do this?
I always got bullied for my face, in 2023 I was given sub 5 ratings but me being the coper i was i thought, "incels can't tell me what I look like" all the faggots around me, when we used to talk about how attractive we all were, i always got placed last, I had a huge ego because of my rarer colouring which had no use because I was an obese faggot. I kept coping by thinking that male gaze sees me as a loser because I'm a prettyboy (i was a fucking uglyboy) then, in 2023 i sent a girl i knew a follow request who was in the same tuition as me. SHE DIDNT EVEN ACCEPT IT AND MADE FUN OF ME FOR LOOKING SO UGLY LMFAO. This was absolutely brutal but I somehow coped and decided she just wasn't the right one (holy bluepill) a fat faggot, who my ego decided was beneath me due to my superiorness, was dating a girl and was popular with the girls due to status, he comes up to me and mocks me about my looks, this was my breaking point and I decided that I need to do something about my ugly ass now.
What did I do?
I started scouting .org seriously and was on it for atleast a hour a day for 6 months. I dropped from around 28% bf to 18%. I know it isn't anything crazy but in India most faggots are around 25%, and I have decent muscle mass so I'm now relatively a "fit guy" most fags can't even do a single pushup here so yeah. I fixed my hair and got a nice fringe that suited me, skincare, vitamins, a little bit of frauding by using makeup and all, that's it, so nothing crazy just softmaxxing.
Results?
The results were amazing, my ego was boosted and I started going crazy, I joined a new school just after my ascension and the difference was crystal clear, in my past school no one even wanted to interact with me, everyone here wants to be my friend, I got people approaching me to come talk to them and sit with them. I still don't think I'm attractive by any means, but there still is a difference. Girls started giving me attention, I dated 2 girls, and had one fwb, in 3 months. I had never talked to a girl for more than 2 minutes before this and my quality of life was amazing. My friends, recognised my ascension and starting asking me for tips on how I did this, i was no longer the punching bag of the friendgroup, and I felt amazing due to people recognising my glowup and shit.
I started receiving and overhearing compliments about my face, I'm not attractive at all, I'm a MTN at best, but my school just does not have many attractive people.
If you're this happy, how did .org fuck you up?
.org fucks everyone up, I cannot go two hours without looking at the mirror, and if I don't like what I see, my entire day is ruined. Yes I have abused dog syndrome and I spend too much time looking at the mirror and cannot have anyone take pictures of me, I only have a single candid of me ever, and obviously I look absolutely ugly in it too.
Was it worth it?
Yes.
