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GerbertJohnson
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im not suicidal but every once in a while i snap and wanna die because of how i look
if anyone could give me advice for the stuff that’s bothering me i would really appreciate it.
im 16 haven’t had a girlfriend since starting hs
i hate how my fucking face looks
i have a deepbite / overbite which makes my lower jaw set back and recessed looking.
luckily my maxilla wasn’t really affected so i have deep set eyes but it just makes my nose look bigger
covid made me super isolated and i’ve been depressed with shitty social skills ever since.
im 5’11 but i fraud to 6’1-2 with forces and boots
im above avg pp size but that doesn’t even matter if i can’t get with any girls.
my hairs thin and unhealthy looking all the products i tried dont help enough.
i have skinny stick arms and my stomachs always fat so i can’t tell if i need to get leaner to lose my fat looking face or if i’m bloated or something. i might have narrow clavicles but people have pointed out that i have like 0 shoulder muscle so maybe that’s why my shoulders look small. i think my shoulder width is 18-19 inches but i have a massive head which make them look narrower.^
my face is always puffy and fat looking even when im skinny
a year ago i started looksmaxxing and cleared my acne and became way more confident but this summer i’ve been depressed and look way uglier now. pics of last year vs now
btw last pic is when i was bulking so i look a bit fatter
i look mtn in those but i think i fraud in them cus i look way worse irl.
now i’ll show pics of me now after bulking being depressed and acne
i also shaved in the last pic which i think made me look more feminine and worse looking.
In all im considering hopping on TRT cus i def have low test and taking test and ai could maybe make me emotionally better and physically better. and hopefully make my clavicles and height grow because i’m still growing (not much) but that does mean test and ai could help me grow bigger before my growth plates close.
if anyone could give me advice for the stuff that’s bothering me i would really appreciate it.
im 16 haven’t had a girlfriend since starting hs
i hate how my fucking face looks
i have a deepbite / overbite which makes my lower jaw set back and recessed looking.
luckily my maxilla wasn’t really affected so i have deep set eyes but it just makes my nose look bigger
covid made me super isolated and i’ve been depressed with shitty social skills ever since.
im 5’11 but i fraud to 6’1-2 with forces and boots
im above avg pp size but that doesn’t even matter if i can’t get with any girls.
my hairs thin and unhealthy looking all the products i tried dont help enough.
i have skinny stick arms and my stomachs always fat so i can’t tell if i need to get leaner to lose my fat looking face or if i’m bloated or something. i might have narrow clavicles but people have pointed out that i have like 0 shoulder muscle so maybe that’s why my shoulders look small. i think my shoulder width is 18-19 inches but i have a massive head which make them look narrower.^
my face is always puffy and fat looking even when im skinny
a year ago i started looksmaxxing and cleared my acne and became way more confident but this summer i’ve been depressed and look way uglier now. pics of last year vs now
btw last pic is when i was bulking so i look a bit fatter
i look mtn in those but i think i fraud in them cus i look way worse irl.
now i’ll show pics of me now after bulking being depressed and acne
i also shaved in the last pic which i think made me look more feminine and worse looking.
In all im considering hopping on TRT cus i def have low test and taking test and ai could maybe make me emotionally better and physically better. and hopefully make my clavicles and height grow because i’m still growing (not much) but that does mean test and ai could help me grow bigger before my growth plates close.