How tf do I recreate this?

[darodcel]

I got drunk for the first time and it felt like all my social anxiety melted away, if I wanted a girl I told her to her face, if I wanted her to spin I told her to do a spin. It felt so freeing not being low inhib. I even went home with a low mtb(not a huge accomplishment but it's the first step of my journey).

Obviously I'm not gonna rely on alcohol(poison and a looksmin for the most part) to be low inhib. How does one just do stuff without overanalyzing everything?

 

[gods lonely man]

Drugs

 

[darodcel]

Drugs

Not an option rn