How to accept the fact i ruined my development

[innerlight00]

I have good genetic potential. It’s obvious i got good features that are just fucked from my development.

I grew up poor and thus my diet consisted of french fries and frozen and fried foods. My diet throughout my whole childhood up to age 18 was terrible. Literally no hard foods at all no protein just slop.

I just wish things were different. Y’know growing up i always believed the sentiment that poor people have a good/better heart than rich people and that thats what truly matters and that u will get good karma for being a good perosn later in life. But thats all bullshit. Straight up bullshit lies, being poor doesn’t grant u anything but suffering reflected onto ur physical appearance

also my dumbass lazy ass dentist extracted 2 of my premolars 1 from each side which im 99% sure fucked my whole jaw and face.

Idk man im just so bitter and angry that things had to turn out like this i wish things could be different.

im just hoping surgery can fix my fucked jaw in the future

For reference this is very similar to how my face looks like:

 

[User28823]

cant change the past

hardmaxx it is

 

[Youㅤ]

try spirituality, can help people in brutality

 

[rainzm]

Idk man im just so bitter and angry that things had to turn out like this i wish things could be different.

 

[innerlight00]

try spirituality, can help people in brutality

Man i tried, i seriously tried meditating and practicing mindfulness and stoicism and stuff, but everytime i attempt to meditate for example my focus deadass shifts from the meditation to just getting angry asf about why things had to be like this.

No joke every single time I’ve tried meditating i just start getting angry as fuck after like 5 minutes. Same with practicing philosophy or stoicism or something i just get mad asf

 

[rainzm]

try spirituality, can help people in brutality

Currently doing this. And i must say, it does help boost yourself somehow, but that wont help you avoid the brutal reality, which slaps you in the face basically everyday

 

[innerlight00]

cant change the past

hardmaxx it is

You’re right. I just feel like i need it now i cant wait until i am 20+ its too long to be subhuman for. Everyday i wish i could just wake up and be different

 

[rainzm]

Man i tried, i seriously tried meditating and practicing mindfulness and stoicism and stuff, but everytime i attempt to meditate for example my focus deadass shifts from the meditation to just getting angry asf about why things had to be like this.

No joke every single time I’ve tried meditating i just start getting angry as fuck after like 5 minutes. Same with practicing philosophy or stoicism or something i just get mad asf

You'll get used to it anyways. Where you finally reach to the point where you just dont give a fuck nomore and just live your life how it is

 

[thereallegend]

You have to start now.

 

[Loruki]

Man i tried, i seriously tried meditating and practicing mindfulness and stoicism and stuff, but everytime i attempt to meditate for example my focus deadass shifts from the meditation to just getting angry asf about why things had to be like this.

No joke every single time I’ve tried meditating i just start getting angry as fuck after like 5 minutes. Same with practicing philosophy or stoicism or something i just get mad asf

find zetas innerlight through genioplasty and implants. he got his 4 second molars removed for braces. i had to get my lower wisdom teeth extracted vro. plus my jaw looks like urs but im 14 so i still have a shot at fixing thhis

 

[Gs.]

wish things could be different.

Its never too late to change
Best time to start was 5 years ago, second best time is now, get jacked or something and save money for surgeries, dont save too much that you struggle tho

 

[innerlight00]

You have to start now.

Start what now? Softmaxxes? Im 18 and most soft maxxes are too late bro or have minimal return at this age

 

[innerlight00]

Its never too late to change
Best time to start was 5 years ago, second best time is now, get jacked or something and save money for surgeries, dont save too much that you struggle tho

Ur right.

 

[incel194012940]

Man i tried, i seriously tried meditating and practicing mindfulness and stoicism and stuff, but everytime i attempt to meditate for example my focus deadass shifts from the meditation to just getting angry asf about why things had to be like this.

No joke every single time I’ve tried meditating i just start getting angry as fuck after like 5 minutes. Same with practicing philosophy or stoicism or something i just get mad asf

that's how it's supposed to work.

the idea is that you run out all those thoughts, similar to talking about it.

 

[thereallegend]

Start what now? Softmaxxes? Im 18 and most soft maxxes are too late bro or have minimal return at this age

You're in the right place. Start eating raw meat and look into Aajonus Vonderplanitz. Start mewing and look into Orthotropics. Read the threads here. Let it consume you.

 

[ascension124]

You're in the right place. Start eating raw meat and look into Aajonus Vonderplanitz. Start mewing and look into Orthotropics. Read the threads here. Let it consume you.

@Heatmiser

 

[ascension124]

You're in the right place. Start eating raw meat and look into Aajonus Vonderplanitz. Start mewing and look into Orthotropics. Read the threads here. Let it consume you.

I can’t tell if you’re trolling but I hope you are

 

[thereallegend]

I can’t tell if you’re trolling but I hope you are

No not trolling only telling the truth.

 

[rory4579]

try spirituality, can help people in brutality

Jesus christ is Lord,Keep coping

Dm me