How to be happy without deluding yourself?

[Deleted member 10699]

I don't want to be alone. I have a group of friends, but I want to have a bigger social circle, so I won't be so lonely. If you don't know how to approach people, and strangers judge you because of your autism and uglyness, how can you meet more people? Will looksmaxxing make me to have more friends and to be more validated by people, in general? Also, what can you do when you have thoughts about killing people or about killing yourself? Well, I changed my mind: how can you be autistic without being bullied? At what PSL points will that stop to happen?

I don't want to think that I'm good-looking, because society (specially women) has told me that I'm ugly (and they're beautiful. I would like to see them suffering and becoming deformed, so they would want to kill theirselves). I changed my mind now. I want to be completely ignored by people.

 

[Deleted member 6856]

5 psl is enough to get away with autism,honestly.

 

[Deleted member 2403]

Rape and er

 

[GymcelDoomer]

Also, what can you do when you have thoughts about killing people

Ayo dawg, imma head out this thread.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

5 psl is enough to get away with autism,honestly.

That's my goal. I can get away with the people who know me (they know I'm weird, but they don't care). But I want this to happen with strangers, too. I would like to be approached by people, in general. I'm looksmaxxing to get the looks (5 PSL). Then, I'll improve my "confidence".

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Ayo dawg, imma head out this thread.
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I wouldn't actually kill someone, but I have these thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Rape and er

No.

 

[GymcelDoomer]

I wouldn't actually kill someone, but I have these thoughts.

Aight nigga well thx for leavin ur manifesto here before going ER

 

[Deleted member 10699]

Aight nigga well thx for leavin ur manifesto here before going ER

As I've already said, I'd never kill someone. I don't want to be in prison.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

I just want people to let me be autistic. They're genetically superior. Alright. Just leave me alone. I don't to talk to them, I just want to be happy.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

I just want them to die so I wouldn't worry about being mocked again.

 

[Deleted member 10699]

I'm crying again. I just hope that, after becoming "attractive" with looksmaxxing, I can be happy with normal people. I just want respect from these people. I wouldn't never befriend them, but I'll be happy with their silence. Fucking pieces of shit. They say that people have empathy, but no, it's not true. Most people won't have empathy for you and will judge you if you're ugly and disabled. They high of theirselves because they're allowed to. Why do I need to live with meat bags that resemble humans? I don't want to live with these kind of people. I'm scared of going to school again.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

Be chad

 

[DatNibba11]

Hope.

 

[Vibez]

Manifest destiny