How to be NT

[curry_in_usa]

I’m a previously obese curry who’s now at like 25% body fat. I’m 19 and have been fat for 18 years of my life.

I

- height fraud like @Amnesia 4 inches with lifts to get me to 5’11ish from turbomanlet 5’7. Doesn’t matter though because I have a 5’5 frame so people look at me weird when I sit down because I’m so much smaller than all of them. Don’t know how amnesia deals with this

- bodyfat fraud with compression vests under my shirt which make me look leaner than I am

- body fraud further with muscle fit tshirts to try and show off my gymcelling

- hair fraud with fringe hairstyles to hide my Norwood 1 hairline

- jawline fraud in front of foids by sucking cheeks and mewing in their presence

All this fraud puts a massive strain on my self confidence, because if I stop all the fraud I instantly fall from a 5/10 to a 3/10 at best.
And to date, no foids irl have shown interest in me. Only poor foids (who are distant family essentially) in curryland have said I look good.

I seriously think about rope because if no one finds me attractive after my gigafraud looksmax, I don’t know if there is any hope left for me

After all this shit, I see fat fucks and 5’3 curries with htb foods at uni. Having fulfilled lives.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG? Is it truly all about being NT? Is it over for me because I am an autist?

(I am greycel because I was a silent lurker for a long time before making an account)

 

[Matthias8272]

Those changes probably aren't worth 2 points but I couldn't say for sure. Also it may be a skull issue if nothing is changing, maybe issues with ethnicity also in the west

 

[curry_in_usa]

Those changes probably aren't worth 2 points but I couldn't say for sure. Also it may be a skull issue if nothing is changing, maybe issues with ethnicity also in the west

the changes apart from height fraud are minor, but I’d argue without the heightfraud I’m at the same height as the average foid with a small frame which makes me look like a little bitch. Utter subhumanity.

Perfect photos on photo feeler put me at around a 7 which is what I’m going off of to give myself a 5/10 post fraud.


I coped by thinking ethnicity issue but see so many curries and pakis do well that the cope is starting to break down

 

[Matthias8272]

the changes apart from height fraud are minor, but I’d argue without the heightfraud I’m at the same height as the average foid with a small frame which makes me look like a little bitch. Utter subhumanity.

Perfect photos on photo feeler put me at around a 7 which is what I’m going off of to give myself a 5/10 post fraud.


I coped by thinking ethnicity issue but see so many curries and pakis do well that the cope is starting to break down

What about dating apps? Probably a better gauge than photo feeler seeing how women respond to your looks in a hookup/dating setting opposed to just a rating

 

[curry_in_usa]

What about dating apps? Probably a better gauge than photo feeler seeing how women respond to your looks in a hookup/dating setting opposed to just a rating

Pretty much left and right ghosting when I do get like 2-3 matches a week.

Likes by foids I can make out are whales from their blurred pics.

A.k.a go nowhere with dating apps. Have accepted that it’s irl or nothing for me