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theorderoftheflesh
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Hi, new fag here. Sorry if its goes super long but it's the first time ever I'm dead serious about putting my best effort to lookmax. Unfortunately, it might also be the first and the last try before giving up. Could it be worth it or should I rope right now?
About me: 30, Caucasian guy, born in Argentina. Almost 100% of my genetic pool (back to my great-grandparents) comes from a Mediterranean background. I would say 5/8 Italian, 1/8 French Basque, 1/8 Spaniard, 1/8 can't tell with exactitude. I'm 5' 8.5'' (174 cm) barefoot so I can easily fake it to be 5' 9'' in shoes. Average height for Argentinian males and I think it’s almost average for Mediterranean males as well but I really can't stop hating not being at least 180 cm. Overall I know I'm not that short, just a 'no-tall' person slightly below average, but I always had feel pretty small. Average wrist size for medium frame ranges from 6.5’’ to 7.5’’ and I'm 6.75’’, so I’m in the short side of average in frame just as with my height. If at least I could somehow earn an inch in height I would be super happy, but I know the only option as of 2019 is LL surgery (no fucking way I'm going through that). A not so full beard and a 7’’ cock in its best days are the only two things that make me remotely feel like a man.
Let's talk about my face. Even I don't have any chad features like positive canthal tilt with hooded/hunter eyes, super high and defined cheekbones, or a perfect gonial angle, I think I like my oval face proportions (from a front perspective) and despite my jaw and chin being as shitty as they can be I also think I’ve a well rounded skull warrior type (the kind of bones on the top of your head that will make you to look good if you shave your hair). Some days I see some potential but others I feel super depressed thinking it’s just over. Main problem is, I have at least a major (but fixable, I guess) flaw in every single aspect.
From bad to worst:
--- Nose: I like it, not in its current state but it has its potential. If I get rid of that stupid hump I could have a normal, average looking straight nose.
--- Hair (dark brown color): controlled balding, NW2/2.5. Not thickening/losing any more hair but my temples are gone by now. Crown area is completely fine as it should be. I can easily fix that with a hair transplant but I lack the money right now so not being able to style your hair or to wear a modern and fresh haircut like a normal person feels super bad to be honest.
--- Eyes area (dark brown eyes): I was born with congenital ptosis in one of my eyelids, so I look like Thom Yorke. Bad enough to be noticeable and it completely ruins my eyes area. Easy to fix as well in the proper hands.
Neutral to slightly negative canthal tilts (can’t tell with exactitude which one I have) and the bags below my eyes due to aging/bad under-eye support doesn’t help either. So I always look tired, ill, old, and unhappy.
-– Chin/Jaw: Oh, boy. I think this is my worst part due to the importance of the lower third. I just... lost the genetic lottery right here (as if it wasn’t enough with all the stuff above). Having a recessed jaw with a weak chin that gives you that stupid convex profile alone ruins your whole face. I think my maxilla and overall forward growth is more than acceptable so maybe a BSSO + genioplasty (if required) can do a miracle in my case.
At the moment I’m working towards getting braces again so I can fix my sub-human lower third, fixing my eyelid, and losing as much body fat as I can (10-15 lb overweight) so I can have a leaner face and a better and update look of how fucked up my face bones are to begin with.
Is there any hope or I just had have enough and should rope right now? I have no problem in sharing a pic of a specific feature but I’m not so willing to upload a complete pic of myself.
Thanks.
About me: 30, Caucasian guy, born in Argentina. Almost 100% of my genetic pool (back to my great-grandparents) comes from a Mediterranean background. I would say 5/8 Italian, 1/8 French Basque, 1/8 Spaniard, 1/8 can't tell with exactitude. I'm 5' 8.5'' (174 cm) barefoot so I can easily fake it to be 5' 9'' in shoes. Average height for Argentinian males and I think it’s almost average for Mediterranean males as well but I really can't stop hating not being at least 180 cm. Overall I know I'm not that short, just a 'no-tall' person slightly below average, but I always had feel pretty small. Average wrist size for medium frame ranges from 6.5’’ to 7.5’’ and I'm 6.75’’, so I’m in the short side of average in frame just as with my height. If at least I could somehow earn an inch in height I would be super happy, but I know the only option as of 2019 is LL surgery (no fucking way I'm going through that). A not so full beard and a 7’’ cock in its best days are the only two things that make me remotely feel like a man.
Let's talk about my face. Even I don't have any chad features like positive canthal tilt with hooded/hunter eyes, super high and defined cheekbones, or a perfect gonial angle, I think I like my oval face proportions (from a front perspective) and despite my jaw and chin being as shitty as they can be I also think I’ve a well rounded skull warrior type (the kind of bones on the top of your head that will make you to look good if you shave your hair). Some days I see some potential but others I feel super depressed thinking it’s just over. Main problem is, I have at least a major (but fixable, I guess) flaw in every single aspect.
From bad to worst:
--- Nose: I like it, not in its current state but it has its potential. If I get rid of that stupid hump I could have a normal, average looking straight nose.
--- Hair (dark brown color): controlled balding, NW2/2.5. Not thickening/losing any more hair but my temples are gone by now. Crown area is completely fine as it should be. I can easily fix that with a hair transplant but I lack the money right now so not being able to style your hair or to wear a modern and fresh haircut like a normal person feels super bad to be honest.
--- Eyes area (dark brown eyes): I was born with congenital ptosis in one of my eyelids, so I look like Thom Yorke. Bad enough to be noticeable and it completely ruins my eyes area. Easy to fix as well in the proper hands.
Neutral to slightly negative canthal tilts (can’t tell with exactitude which one I have) and the bags below my eyes due to aging/bad under-eye support doesn’t help either. So I always look tired, ill, old, and unhappy.
-– Chin/Jaw: Oh, boy. I think this is my worst part due to the importance of the lower third. I just... lost the genetic lottery right here (as if it wasn’t enough with all the stuff above). Having a recessed jaw with a weak chin that gives you that stupid convex profile alone ruins your whole face. I think my maxilla and overall forward growth is more than acceptable so maybe a BSSO + genioplasty (if required) can do a miracle in my case.
At the moment I’m working towards getting braces again so I can fix my sub-human lower third, fixing my eyelid, and losing as much body fat as I can (10-15 lb overweight) so I can have a leaner face and a better and update look of how fucked up my face bones are to begin with.
Is there any hope or I just had have enough and should rope right now? I have no problem in sharing a pic of a specific feature but I’m not so willing to upload a complete pic of myself.
Thanks.
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