How to cope with being unlovable

[petrified]

For the last 4 years I've been actively trying to improve, while having to watch everyone else get with someone.
Matter fact, I would argue I actually look even worse than I did, as puberty highkey descended my recessed ass.

Realistically speaking, my only chance of slaying SOMETHING is if I get jacked, as at this point I don't see any hope of my face improving.
This would mean, that I need to spend at least 6 months to a year working out and dieting with a caloric surplus.

Frankly speaking, I don't see myself lasting that long, as I barely made it out of 2025.
I can't just "find a hobby" or distract myself - I just feel empty all the time.
Even getting high or drunk or both at the same time don't really work anymore.

What do I do????

Like I'm not gonna go to my mom and tell that I need anti-depressants, cause that sounds so weak and I would rather shoot myself.

I mean realistically I don't even know why I'm writing this thread, y'all can't really help me either way.

It's over.

 

[Recession.]

find love

 

[ibIameweight]

Moneymaxx

 

[Outlander]

Just enjoy whatever you can in terms of fun things. Watch whatever shows you like, and do whatever real hobbies you're into. I'm a khhdv in my 20s and the odds of me ever finding love are almost nonexistent, but I still try to enjoy what I can in life. Some things I like to do other than watching shows and other stuff online are driving my car irl, and spending time outside in rural areas. Driving fast gives you a hell of a rush and will cheer you up for a while if you've got access to a car and an open road for speeding somewhat safely. I remember the first time I did over 90 miles an hour I had so much fun and felt alive for hours after too

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Food and porn

 

[petrified]

Moneymaxx

Any suggestions on how to do it?
I mean

Just enjoy whatever you can in terms of fun things. Watch whatever shows you like, and do whatever real hobbies you're into. I'm a khhdv in my 20s and the odds of me ever finding love are almost nonexistent, but I still try to enjoy what I can in life. Some things I like to do other than watching shows and other stuff online are driving my car irl, and spending time outside in rural areas. Driving fast gives you a hell of a rush and will cheer you up for a while if you've got access to a car and an open road for speeding somewhat safely. I remember the first time I did over 90 miles an hour I had so much fun and felt alive for hours after too

The worst part of it is the loneliness.
You can’t make a real connection with other people.
The lifestyle and people I want to hangout with often ends up with me having hear about people’s love life, or even witness them build relationships in real.
I watch people fall in love easily, and then I have to hear about how they love fucking etc.
It’s so fucking unfair
So fucking unfair

”just hit the gym bro”, ye but niggas I know barely go to the gym and pull chicks with a skinny fat build.

I’m at a party rn and this shit is so miserable I want to go home. It’s like I’m not really there, I can’t connect.
Especially the girls - I can literally tell they don’t find me attractive
Me and two dudes talking to a girl, and she’s laughing at their jokes and actively building a conversation with them, while I’m left out.
This is so fucking unfair
I feel like I’m stuck playing this background character, that’s just supposed be this fucking loser everyone knows but never gets any real attention.

And what can I do? I dont know where to go and what to do with myself, as all I crave is SOME intimacy (whatever it is) and everything bores me.

All I feel is this Fucking emptiness.

It’s over