How to deal with heartbreak?

[spongebob]

I met this Latin chick. She was the first chick I felt attraction to in a long time. I cant stop thinking about her. Wanted to learn Spanish and my time with her felt like the lost vacation that I needed.
She doesn't respond and Im here coping with songs that describe my feelingz:



'Smoking, drinking, fucking, pretending I don't think about you
I dont know who i'm lying to if what I feel is not letting me sleep
Smoking, drinking, fucking, pretending I don't think about you
I dont know who i'm lying to if what I feel is not letting me sleep'
https://lyricstranslate.com/en/mojabi-ghost-mojabi-ghost.html-0

I feel like my childhood joy has been revived but now stolen again. I want to get away from this depressing autistic robotic unempathic cold place called the Netherlands. People here don't have a soul. I need genuine connection. I felt alive with her.

If foids weren't so ugly here I wouldnt care.
It saddens me deeply. The only thing I can think of is going to Latin parties and find a new latina.


Tldr: Heartbroken because of Latina. Coping with music. Won't find any good foids in this ugly country.

 

[spongebob]

It feels like I crave certain emotions which have never come to fruition. I need and want them to prevent becoming a bitter person who is unfulfilled. It almost feels childish but I feel that chasing these unfulfilled feelings is the best way to feed my soul enough to give it energy to push past the trouble and achieve great things.

 

[6PSLcel]

Can’t relate at all

 

[spongebob]

Can’t relate at all

Why?

 

[6PSLcel]

Why?

Never even had a girl say hi to me first, let alone what you described

 

[alurmo]

dnr
sex ramblings

 

[nathan]

 

[fxckz]

Never even had a girl say hi to me first, let alone what you described

anime girl feet mog

 

[T50gandycel]

Rot with us

 

[Darkeningstar]

You can't