How to escape the cycle

[Mkhzee]

I got 3 options rn

1: start studying for months without break or any enjoyment, then build a portfolio, then become a wageslave and descend appearance, then beg for promotions and live in a shitty apartment until I can build up decent money, pay taxes, and then finally kill myself at 23-26 or become an oldcel full of regret.

2: just become a drug dealer and start doing degenerate shit to make decent money, slay prostitutes and completely disappoint my parents

3: do nothing all day and waste my time for as long as possible until I get kicked out.

Don't know what I should do.

 

[alurmo]

u dont.

 

[<6PSLcel]

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