fauxfox
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I feel very ambivalent about life, not many strong emotions good or bad.
The only emotion I often feel is dread, dread for my future, dread for disappointing my parents, dread for not being successful.
I feel great pleasure when I see my peers fail.
I have a weak moral compass, I'm willing to do many things for my own benefit after weighing the risk/reward as worthwhile.
My coping mechanisms are food and porn.
I want to feel a extreme emotions that will drive me towards my goals. I'm jealous of people whose hearts are full of hatred and drive. They wake up every morning with a clear goal.
I keep making the same mistakes over and over again. There's nothing worse than slowly seeing your parents lose faith in you and your ability. They're always worried for me, yet I'm not worried for myself.
The only emotion I often feel is dread, dread for my future, dread for disappointing my parents, dread for not being successful.
I feel great pleasure when I see my peers fail.
I have a weak moral compass, I'm willing to do many things for my own benefit after weighing the risk/reward as worthwhile.
My coping mechanisms are food and porn.
I want to feel a extreme emotions that will drive me towards my goals. I'm jealous of people whose hearts are full of hatred and drive. They wake up every morning with a clear goal.
I keep making the same mistakes over and over again. There's nothing worse than slowly seeing your parents lose faith in you and your ability. They're always worried for me, yet I'm not worried for myself.
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