irishltn
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I’m 17 and already feel hopeless as fuck. I’ve a repetitive routine of school gym and cardio and a diet I follow every day then school work then repeat. Oneitis is the only girl I can’t get and then I’ve retarted standard to will not entertain anything else out of pure spite. About once a month when I drink I feel fine and that’s it but I literally just count down the days until I can again. Like would a girlfriend make me happier if I actually settle down with someone or would that make it worse. I really lack purpose.
For now I’ll just cope and hope substances help and the perfect diet and exercise makes me feel better about myself even tho it makes no difference at this point. I feel like I’m gonna lose control of this shit.
Inb4 dnr
For now I’ll just cope and hope substances help and the perfect diet and exercise makes me feel better about myself even tho it makes no difference at this point. I feel like I’m gonna lose control of this shit.
Inb4 dnr