how to improve social skills

[introvertedextrover]

i was always a fat fuck as a kid and then when i started gymcel i also got into looksmaxxing and all this BP shit and ascended a bit up the scale due to puberty mainly and a bit of test. But now that i have the "confidence" and the looks i still cannot speak to women. I work a job where im constantly surronded by mtb-htb and they speak to me but i dont know how to carry a conversation or sometimes when they say something attempting to make conversation i say something retarded like cool or just go silent and pretend to acknowledge what there saying. Since i never grew up speaking to women i am very incel and there like a foreign being a opposite gender to me and i dont understand why. Im thinking of doing 300mg pregabalin to help me be low inhib to speak im also very socially out of the loop and only really have friends in school and not out of and other than that the only socializing i get is at my job. I could imagine alot of people have been stuck in this loop and im not at the age yet where i can go clubbing and try to improve socailly. I seriously dont understand why i am struggling so much with this since i know im decently good looking and way above the scale compared to the other people at my work but just dont have a personaility since ive dedicated so much time to looksmaxxing i kinda just forgot how to be human ig. my goal is to be able to auctually get a gf this year but with how shits going at the moment i feel like im gonna be single till the day i die even the sub-5s are pulling and im mtn and cant even get a ltb. Im worried if i dont get something to live for im going to kms with roids since they are the only thing keeping me sane atm.

 

[Dsm]

I feel you man.

Maybe join a club or try a new hobby where you meet new people with the same interest?

 

[g-money]

get into sports and social activites

 

[introvertedextrover]

I feel you man.

Maybe join a club or try a new hobby where you meet new people with the same interest?

thats the issue with having no personaility, well ofc i have one but whos gonna want to speak about pharmacology and what split is the most optimal. it sucks this isnt something you can just take a drug to fix like everything else in LM. Its going to take time unfortunatley and i have options open at my hands with my job but i just dont see anything improving and especially with being on holidays atm im rotting even more and the only time of my day im active is in the gym and the rest of the day im just thinking about how terrible my life is because i didnt put my self out there more.