How to look less Indian?

[Deleted member 119734]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

 

[Mosh12]

Stop being self hating

 

[Xangsane]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Stop being self hating

Try being Indian lol there are times I'd rather wish I dead

 

[Bale]

This is sad

 

[Gs.]

Thats just self harm with extra steps

 

[Pento]

Your fine. You mentioned that your 5’11/6ft which is fine, it would be a cause for concern if you were like 5’4-5’6. I’m assuming your face is fairly Indian/ethnic looking, your only options are light softmaxxing like dark colored contacts(don’t want to make it too obvious) or surgery. You can likely larp as Spanish or Italian if you can learn the language. Anyways your curry genes are your genes there’s no way around them.

 

[CursedOne]

stop procreate that guys like you pop up.

 

[protomogger9873]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

jokermaxx by jumping into bleach bath

 

[kitten]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

Curry munching freak

 

[ropemaxxingking578]

Pray to gandy

 

[aladdinmaxxer]

crispr , but honestly skin colour never matter bro arjun rampal,moose ali khan will still mog you just bcs of skin texture and bone structure

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Curry munching freak

I don't eat curry sym

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Pray to gandy

Already do. There are billboards of him everywhere lol.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

crispr , but honestly skin colour never matter bro arjun rampal,moose ali khan will still mog you just bcs of skin texture and bone structure

Yes, but they are still seen as subhuman compared to their white counterparts. If they are 9/10 brown men they are still only equally desirable as a 7/10 white man.

 

[averagenormie]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

Hardmax is the only way

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Hardmax is the only way

Yeah I'm going to get rhino and a hair transplant after I take roids

 

[averagenormie]

Become the best looking ethnic why do you want to look white? Interiority complex?

 

[kitten]

I don't eat curry sym

You literally aren’t white

 

[AX823]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

legit response - u have serious mental issues that you should try and address b4 its too late
seriously
idk why you would even make this post no one is going to feel pity for you or give you the type of attention you want

 

[jsp]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

Palemaxx , get Rosy/red undertone on ur cheek and on ur eye area , get straight hair and it Will be good except if u have shit curry eye area and nose

 

[ardastar]

I guess it has to do with the pheomelanin content increase pheomelanin i guess

 

[WhiteMan]

 

[chicoishtn]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

stop being a self hating cuck.

race really doesnt matter as much as you think. i have a friend whos got the same attributes as you p much (5'10, light skin, clearly indian, htn) and he had 3-4 girls approach him and basically ask to sleep with him (inviting him back to their dorm at 3 am) in the first few weeks of college at parties. i didnt believe him either but he showed me proof (nothing overtly sexual but pics of girls being very touchy with him). mind u this in the us where indian media depiction is bottom of the barrel

now obviously that isnt white htn numbers but i dont think he gives a fuck because hes far from incel

so if u get to legit htn it doesnt fucking mattter. if your cap is below htn then ur realistically anyways not gonna slay even if u were white (unless u went to asia) so its not like ur race helps u there either.

 

[Mushroom]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

hydroquinone 99%

 

[Deleted member 119734]

You literally aren’t white

I can pretend to be

 

[Deleted member 119734]

legit response - u have serious mental issues that you should try and address b4 its too late
seriously
idk why you would even make this post no one is going to feel pity for you or give you the type of attention you want

I don't want pity, just wanted advice on skin bleaching, steroids, and looksmaxing as well as overcoming defeatist mindset.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

stop being a self hating cuck.

race really doesnt matter as much as you think. i have a friend whos got the same attributes as you p much (5'10, light skin, clearly indian, htn) and he had 3-4 girls approach him and basically ask to sleep with him (inviting him back to their dorm at 3 am) in the first few weeks of college at parties. i didnt believe him either but he showed me proof (nothing overtly sexual but pics of girls being very touchy with him). mind u this in the us where indian media depiction is bottom of the barrel

now obviously that isnt white htn numbers but i dont think he gives a fuck because hes far from incel

so if u get to legit htn it doesnt fucking mattter. if your cap is below htn then ur realistically anyways not gonna slay even if u were white (unless u went to asia) so its not like ur race helps u there either.

Were they white women?

 

[AX823]

I don't want pity, just wanted advice on skin bleaching, steroids, and looksmaxing as well as overcoming defeatist mindset.

why would you skin bleach
you aren't and never will be white and you'll always have the south asian phenotype
with bleached skin ur just gonna look weird

overcoming defeatist mindset.

elaborate, what are u defeatist on?

 

[cheekbonesforlife]

stop being a self hating cuck.

race really doesnt matter as much as you think. i have a friend whos got the same attributes as you p much (5'10, light skin, clearly indian, htn) and he had 3-4 girls approach him and basically ask to sleep with him (inviting him back to their dorm at 3 am) in the first few weeks of college at parties. i didnt believe him either but he showed me proof (nothing overtly sexual but pics of girls being very touchy with him). mind u this in the us where indian media depiction is bottom of the barrel

now obviously that isnt white htn numbers but i dont think he gives a fuck because hes far from incel

so if u get to legit htn it doesnt fucking mattter. if your cap is below htn then ur realistically anyways not gonna slay even if u were white (unless u went to asia) so its not like ur race helps u there either.

What does he look like?

 

[nuttheb]

Stop being self hating

wow a good take from that is surprising as you kiss the floor of your white masters

 

[nuttheb]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

maybe looks max instead of trying to become white michel jackson was far mor attractive when he was black and have you seen hamza? and other people of the sort

 

[Deleted member 119734]

maybe looks max instead of trying to become white michel jackson was far mor attractive when he was black and have you seen hamza? and other people of the sort

Hamza is a dark ugly pajeet and despite being tall and jacked could barely get a 4/10 white bitch. Says it all really.

 

[nuttheb]

Hamza is a dark ugly pajeet and despite being tall and jacked could barely get a 4/10 white bitch. Says it all really.

dark and ugly? he s a chadlite or htn i think your beyond saving if you think that your self hate is to strong

 

[OldBones]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

Hydroquinone 10% will make you white, not albino white. Mj had vitiligo, he didn’t use bleaching cream but used mono which rips melanocytes from people and ig that’s not your aim as whites are not actually “white” but brown it’s just that you’re BROWNER, if you use mono you’ll turn pitch white which isn’t the actual skin tone of white people, and yh that’s it really but other than that there’s nothing you can do

 

[OldBones]

dark and ugly? he s a chadlite or htn i think your beyond saving if you think that your self hate is to strong

Jfl bro just said cl/htn

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Hydroquinone 10% will make you white, not albino white. Mj had vitiligo, he didn’t use bleaching cream but used mono which rips melanocytes from people and ig that’s not your aim as whites are not actually “white” but brown it’s just that you’re BROWNER, if you use mono you’ll turn pitch white which isn’t the actual skin tone of white people, and yh that’s it really but other than that there’s nothing you can do

Is that tretinoin? Is it available online? I don't know anything about it tbh. I've heard of glutathione too - what is that? I use tretinoin on darker spots/hyperpigmentation as part as my skincare routine.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

dark and ugly? he s a chadlite or htn i think your beyond saving if you think that your self hate is to strong

I'm literally the most self-hating human in history

 

[OldBones]

Is that tretinoin? Is it available online? I don't know anything about it tbh. I've heard of glutathione too - what is that? I use tretinoin on darker spots/hyperpigmentation as part as my skincare routine.

Tret is nothing close to hydroquinone 10%, glutathione asw, ion think any other topical cream or medication competes with hydroquinone(prescription) or mono. Except maybe laser/very deep chemical peels(phenol peels). Only these compete with hydroquinone or mono

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Apparently mono turns you ghost white like MJ. I don't want that tbh.

How to get hydro?

 

[chicoishtn]

Were they white women?

nah tbf they werent - its not like he had super high smv. but still, hes had opportunties to fuck multiple girls (forget the fact that they approached him) which is more than i can say for the vast majority of this forum, deathnik or not

im not denying racepill entirely, because youd have to be stupid to do that, but you will be able to slay if youre actually htn+ and race wont affect your life signficantly at that point - even if youre curry. you wont put up white htn numbers but theres only so many girls you really have the energy to fuck after all so at some point who cares if you bang 100 girls or 1000

 

[chicoishtn]

What does he look like?

decent bone structure but nothing youd really look twice at if you passed him in the street. decent jaw and eye area, but nothing really special. he had light brown skin and somewhat light brown eyes (not light enough to stick out/notice without being a face analyzing autist like i am). decent hair, but not stylemaxxed at all - typical north curry straight hair with kind of a faux hawk but with quite a bit of fluff on the sides. very skinny tho tbh with an average to below average frame.

VERY clearly north indian. like he wasnt white passing at all. but he still slayed a bit lol

 

[gassedman1]

kojic soap might help a bit

 

[OldBones]

Apparently mono turns you ghost white like MJ. I don't want that tbh.

How to get hydro?

You’re Indian Jfl how’d you have problems with sourcing? I have Indian and Chinese sources but idk if they have hydroquinone 10% because I never used anything like that but I did buy accutane and tret from them

 

[OldBones]

Apparently mono turns you ghost white like MJ. I don't want that tbh.

How to get hydro?

That’s what I just said?

 

[rafky]

Not a troll post and would appreciate legit responses.

Unfortunately, I'm a British Indian guy. Truly sucks, but I didn't choose to be this way. Felt really depressed and suicidal over it for so long tbh but have been feeling better recently. Started hitting the gym and eating right.

Anyway, I'm basically looking for tips on how to look less ethnic/south asian. I'm light brown so I can pass for different ethnicities and many people assume I'm a different type of brown (central asian or mediterranean or something - basically not south asian).

I've looked into skin bleaching like Michael Jackson lol but honestly that just looks horrible and you end up looking like fucking shit because your phenotype won't suddenly become white.

Obviously you can't change phenotype but I have to be low key about the transformation - I'm not gonna dye my hair blonde and get blue contacts lol that would be fucking retarded and way too obvious I'm a really self-hating guy.

I'm light brown and basically lighter skin than many white people who go to the tanning salon lol. But it's still obvious I'm ethnic because of my 'look' if that makes sense?

What do you guys recommend I do to look 'less ethnic'. Killing myself isn't an option lol before anyone suggests it.

Once softmaxxes are done I'll probs do some basic surgery like nose job and hair transplant (if needed in future). I'm 5'9 ish but I'm not insecure about my height, although it's not ideal. I can wear certain shoes and lifts to fraud 5'11/6'. Being a fucking brown ethnic Indian is far more of a drawback than my height.

surgery