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bishounen0bladee
Need to fix my face. All my friends are drain.
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I struggle so much with motivation to do things. I of course would love to live in a world where I go to the gym consistently, eat correctly, do well in studies (personal and school) but I just spend so much time on useless things. I can barely work as a result of preferring quick and easy dopamine via TikTok, Twitter, YouTube, etc.
This fucks me over in so many regards and I am falling behind at school due to this. How can I break free? Is it even possible? It hasn't gotten so bad yet that my life is genuinely slipping away, but I fear for the worst, what preventative measures can I put in so I stop doing these things and instead spend time being productive, pursuing the things I want. I want so much but I don't care enough. I want to care more, but I don't care enough and it eats away at me every day. This is probably the number 1 most troubling thing in life right now, outside of the fact that she doesn't want me like I want her.
This fucks me over in so many regards and I am falling behind at school due to this. How can I break free? Is it even possible? It hasn't gotten so bad yet that my life is genuinely slipping away, but I fear for the worst, what preventative measures can I put in so I stop doing these things and instead spend time being productive, pursuing the things I want. I want so much but I don't care enough. I want to care more, but I don't care enough and it eats away at me every day. This is probably the number 1 most troubling thing in life right now, outside of the fact that she doesn't want me like I want her.