How traumas shape your psychology and are inscribed on your face.

[Arthur schopenhauer]

Since I was a child I went through situations that were totally exasperating, embarrassing, and depressing for a child. My bitch of a mother cheated on my father with CHAD, and then told my father that he had AIDS (which was only in his head) and started psychologically torturing him that they were going to die, even though all the Elisa tests came back negative. The only reason my father did not ask for a divorce was because he is a religious Protestant and for my own well being as a child. After a while my mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and it all went downhill from there, she never disciplined me, never cared about me, and always put me to shame with other children, and did totally bizarre and bizarre things.

I am sure that all these situations were molding my way of seeing life, which made me a rebellious and very problematic teenager in my adolescence.

all this would be inscribed on my face during puberty, where I developed a long face, product of bad habits, buscal breathing, Jewish food (damn Jews) pornography and bad cervical and dorsal posture, which made me descend to -5.

traumas are impossible to overcome, they damage your self-esteem, and only cause you frustration and irreparable hatred, blue pill therapy is total stupidity and will only generate more damage with its self-improvement speech. The only thing I feel now is a deep pessimism and misogyny towards women. Because of my mother and then because of the rejections of women because of my face.