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		rblonxo
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I’m bigger then most my age and often am mistaken for being 19 when I’m really just 16. I know in my heart that I can body most dudes I come across but I feel shook and like such a pussy when I run across guys that clearly practice some sort of martial art and have the cauliflower ear or whatever the fuck it’s called. My masculinity and pride gets so fucking damaged when I experience this. Ik I may be bigger than them or whatever but the thought of knowing they are literally trained to fight is so mentally taxing. I’m fucking forced to look away or nod my head in a friendly manner when I’m caught looking at one of them. This shi is the biggest issue I have rn. I’m able to mean mug a bunch of wanna be gangsters or wtv u wanna call them easily, but when I see any resemblance to a mma fighter I get shook. This shi is so excruciating man. I don’t need the fucking gym I need to know how to fight. I want to join a boxing club but it’s just to FUCKING EXPENSIVE MAN. I just need to know how to fight, once I learn how to fight I can literally say anything I want. I need that confidence. My life would be so stress free knowing I could 100% without a doubt take you out. 196cm 102kg AT 16???? I’m supposed to be dominating no? Im not complete yet. I’m consistent with the gym and am able to hit my daily cardio goal, martial arts can’t possibly be that hard.
Once I’m given the opportunity to join any martial art I’m dropping the fucking gym immediately and joining.
Anyone have any recommendations of which martial art to join and also some ways to get myself prepared before joining. I’ve heard you need to have great stamina and jogging blahblah.
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
			Once I’m given the opportunity to join any martial art I’m dropping the fucking gym immediately and joining.
Anyone have any recommendations of which martial art to join and also some ways to get myself prepared before joining. I’ve heard you need to have great stamina and jogging blahblah.
 
						 
		 
		 
		 
		 
		 
		 
		 
		 
		