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A few days ago, my parents decided to take me to this bar after I was finished working, because I had to go in for an extra day of work, and they wanted to buy me dinner because they were proud of my hard work.
We get to this bar, and there is a moderately attractive blonde waitress working there, a girl that I have actually came across online multiple times. Now, she might not be a "Stacy", but this girl is far out of my league. I mean, I am legitimately 1/10, and one of the ugliest men to currently live on this planet, meanwhile this girl would be considered a "Stacy" by most incels. Regardless, even if she was a "Stacy", I am not attracted to blonde women that are posh/preppy, I am only attracted to alternative girls, so I did not give a shit about this girl.
My mother spotted her and said "now that's a girl you want to get with. Blonde, skinny, she has a job......", in which I responded that I hate blonde women. My mom seemed super offended that I said that about a blonde woman. Nevertheless, she didn't bring it up again until about fifteen minutes later, where she would again repeat the line about the girl having a job. I told her to stop, and that I do not like women, or men, or ANYONE - I hate all human beings, and I could never find myself attracted to them. Now, this is just blatantly untrue, but my parents would never, ever know that. Surprisingly, my mother would respond back in a way that would make me laugh my ass off in front of the entire establishment, as she would say "so you're an incel, then? Yeah, you need therapy. You're an incel."
Now, I've known that my mom knows about incel forums for a few months now. She really started to get into true crime with the whole Bryan Kohberger case, and they were constantly talking about incels. I also caught my mom listening to a true crime video about Elliot Rodger, which was honestly so surreal. I'm not sure if she understands exactly what the word "incel" means, because I think if she did, she wouldn't be calling her seventeen year old son that, especially when my parents don't want me having sexual intercourse right now anyways.
I've always been afraid that I'd be found out for the incel that I am, and it seems my worst fears have come true.
We get to this bar, and there is a moderately attractive blonde waitress working there, a girl that I have actually came across online multiple times. Now, she might not be a "Stacy", but this girl is far out of my league. I mean, I am legitimately 1/10, and one of the ugliest men to currently live on this planet, meanwhile this girl would be considered a "Stacy" by most incels. Regardless, even if she was a "Stacy", I am not attracted to blonde women that are posh/preppy, I am only attracted to alternative girls, so I did not give a shit about this girl.
My mother spotted her and said "now that's a girl you want to get with. Blonde, skinny, she has a job......", in which I responded that I hate blonde women. My mom seemed super offended that I said that about a blonde woman. Nevertheless, she didn't bring it up again until about fifteen minutes later, where she would again repeat the line about the girl having a job. I told her to stop, and that I do not like women, or men, or ANYONE - I hate all human beings, and I could never find myself attracted to them. Now, this is just blatantly untrue, but my parents would never, ever know that. Surprisingly, my mother would respond back in a way that would make me laugh my ass off in front of the entire establishment, as she would say "so you're an incel, then? Yeah, you need therapy. You're an incel."
Now, I've known that my mom knows about incel forums for a few months now. She really started to get into true crime with the whole Bryan Kohberger case, and they were constantly talking about incels. I also caught my mom listening to a true crime video about Elliot Rodger, which was honestly so surreal. I'm not sure if she understands exactly what the word "incel" means, because I think if she did, she wouldn't be calling her seventeen year old son that, especially when my parents don't want me having sexual intercourse right now anyways.
I've always been afraid that I'd be found out for the incel that I am, and it seems my worst fears have come true.
