I actually think i am in the endgame of my life

[lurking truecel]

Feels like its gonna end soon or something. I doubt it can get much more worse in its substance. I have kinda nothing left even though i started with zero and we know multiplying with zero is zero. But yea it feels like the endgame even if the endgame would be really long.

I remeber being a child, traveling, sleeping on the bus on the way to the hotel or resort. Waking up to bufe breakfast. Being with friends, playing football in the sun at the start of a summer holiday. Eating ribs for the first time, doing sports and learning something new for the first time. Getting my first playstation, playing games for the first time. Being home in and inside all cozy while snowing as a child.

It can become better then that man, after 15 everything has just been spiraling downwards. Prob because i realized looks is so important. I guess its over and my best days are numbered. Its time for the endgame

 

[Ldar09867]

Feels like its gonna end soon or something. I doubt it can get much more worse in its substance. I have kinda nothing left even though i started with zero and we know multiplying with zero is zero. But yea it feels like the endgame even if the endgame would be really long.

I remeber being a child, traveling, sleeping on the bus on the way to the hotel or resort. Waking up to bufe breakfast. Being with friends, playing football in the sun at the start of a summer holiday. Eating ribs for the first time, doing sports and learning something new for the first time. Getting my first playstation, playing games for the first time. Being home in and inside all cozy while snowing coming down as child.

It can become better then that man, after 15 everything has just been spiraling downwards. Prob because i realized looks is so important. I guess its over and my best days are numbered. Its time for the endgame

Try to find something to do/a purpose

 

[Randle]

DNR, don't end it brother

 

[lurking truecel]

Try to find something to do/a purpose

Yea i suppose but its hard i havent been able to connect with the world. I have become cynical and bitter with bp snd geentic determination

 

[Resistance.]

Feels like its gonna end soon or something. I doubt it can get much more worse in its substance. I have kinda nothing left even though i started with zero and we know multiplying with zero is zero. But yea it feels like the endgame even if the endgame would be really long.

I remeber being a child, traveling, sleeping on the bus on the way to the hotel or resort. Waking up to bufe breakfast. Being with friends, playing football in the sun at the start of a summer holiday. Eating ribs for the first time, doing sports and learning something new for the first time. Getting my first playstation, playing games for the first time. Being home in and inside all cozy while snowing as a child.

It can become better then that man, after 15 everything has just been spiraling downwards. Prob because i realized looks is so important. I guess its over and my best days are numbered. Its time for the endgame

Same here. Especially these last 6 months have been a complete drop to zero for me.

 

[lurking truecel]

DNR, don't end it brother

Not gonna end it, just gonna be long end ride

 

[Ldar09867]

I have become cynical and bitter with bp and genetic determination and the dead hookers in my walls are making my house smell more and more..

Only up from here bhai

 

[Daddy's Home]

Don't worry, things will only get worse..

 

[tweaqo]

We can always be friends tho

 

[Acquiescence]

Wageslavin’ and agin’ is all there is past youth

 

[Daddy's Home]

Wageslavin’ and agin’ is all there is past youth

Yeah, these kids think that something great or beautiful is waiting for them in life, they just have to wait for time to pass / to reach that point, like to be in 30s or 40s or whatever, as if life were on autopilot and would solve all their problems by itself..

When in fact reality is absolutely horrible, and you can quickly realize for yourself in life, like even by the age of 12, let's say 15, what your future direction and life in general will look like, based solely on your place of birth, your parents and their resources, etc. whether you are privileged and lead a comfortable, stress-free life, or live in survival mode..

Unfortunately for the vast majority of the population, it really is just work and surviving from month to month, living only to wait for the weekend and looking forward to the weeks of vacation in summer and winter, and that's it..

 

[lurking truecel]

Don't worry, things will only get worse..

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Goals

 

[Foreverbrad]

Relatable.

I feel like I’ve figuratively killed an essential NPC and am unable to continue with the main quest and I’m just doing grind content to no purpose.

 

[lurking truecel]

Relatable.

I feel like I’ve figuratively killed an essential NPC and am unable to continue with the main quest and I’m just doing grind content to no purpose.

Yea i think i got stuck in a wall or sum snd its slowly just tanking a small amount of hp but its goes so slow so i will have a lot of time in the wall

 

[lurking truecel]

We can always be friends tho

Yea ofc its not so bad, its just that the peak was when i was a child

 

[localjack]

Feels like its gonna end soon or something. I doubt it can get much more worse in its substance. I have kinda nothing left even though i started with zero and we know multiplying with zero is zero. But yea it feels like the endgame even if the endgame would be really long.

I remeber being a child, traveling, sleeping on the bus on the way to the hotel or resort. Waking up to bufe breakfast. Being with friends, playing football in the sun at the start of a summer holiday. Eating ribs for the first time, doing sports and learning something new for the first time. Getting my first playstation, playing games for the first time. Being home in and inside all cozy while snowing as a child.

It can become better then that man, after 15 everything has just been spiraling downwards. Prob because i realized looks is so important. I guess its over and my best days are numbered. Its time for the endgame

Try to find a purpose in life