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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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But yeah hope you get better, ascend and get a new gf G :feelsmage:❤️
 
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dnr cuz its all sob slop,,, but ill tell you this,,,, just stop expecting anything from girls in general,, they are horrible people and there are NO exceptions,,,, you'll live a better life like this
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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dnr cuz its all sob slop,,, but ill tell you this,,,, just stop expecting anything from girls in general,, they are horrible people and there are NO exceptions,,,, you'll live a better life like this
stop expecting anything from girls... yeah that's where i'm at now. used to think there were exceptions, mia felt like one for a minute. now i see it. no exceptions... :confused: fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
 
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ok brah i felt like u were dnrd too hard and read the whole thing. (for future reference, format your typing and make things concise)

yeah this shit is brutal and that’s how life treats you in general. like the other guys said stop expecting the best from things and don’t get too excited for anything that isn’t certain.

someone’s first truly blackpilling experience is always brutal and this was yours so as long as you keep your expectations realistic this is about as bad as it will get
 
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Yeah thats life son!
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
bro wtf she didnt even date u why r u calling her ur girlfriend anyways. dont expect a single woman to be loyal lmao
 
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i read bro, i see you

shit sucks but u didnt even date her, she was js leading u on

gotta suck it up man
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
dnr
 
Learn to use paragraphing jesus christ
 
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Im gonna read every molecule if this shi doesnt worth it im gonna rape you
 
im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
dnr
 
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Thought a girl liked me, she chose a hotter popular guy instead, and now I feel invisible and convinced it was never about me—just genetics and status.
 
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nothing left to do but get up dude. don’t hate her, but hate your situation. and better yourself. Make it your mission to force yourself into a situation which you accept and enjoy. Be the chad man. I believe in u
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
What could you expect
 
dnr u probably deserved it for typing allat
 
im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
Not one sub atomic particle
 
im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
dnr but you should probably get revenge by receiving dick from her dad and uncle at the same time, i assume you’ll want that too
 
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format better I aint reading allat
 
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Woudlve read if u werent grey
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
God damn i read it all and holy shit, you would literally be in one of those bp edits where some chad steals an ltn's girl.

Brutal.
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
At least u had a gf faggot
 
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Not a single sentence
 
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just dont invest yourself into a relationship and youll be fine, preferably keep some options on the side in secret so when she breaks up w u you have a harem left to choose from 🤤
 
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Brief AI Summary of the post to save time:

  • The Connection: After years of crushing on a girl named Mia, 15-year-old Alex finally built the courage to talk to her. They studied together, she was flirty, and she sent him heart emojis, leading him to believe a relationship was starting.
  • The Rejection: On Monday, Mia abruptly ignored Alex to pursue Jake, a tall, athletic, and conventionally attractive senior. Alex felt invisible as she chose Jake for group work and left school with him.
  • The Emotional Fallout: Devastated and feeling like a "placeholder," Alex deleted her number and spent the evening crying, feeling that his effort and personality meant nothing compared to Jake’s looks.
  • The Shift to "Blackpill": Seeking answers, Alex found "blackpill" internet forums. He became convinced that romantic success is determined entirely by genetics (height, jawline, and "Chad" status) rather than personality.
  • The Conclusion: Alex has now adopted a hopeless worldview, believing that because he isn't "genetically superior," his life is effectively over and he will never be chosen by the girls he likes.
 
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im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man
I luv greys
 
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