I am a narcissist

[Rochefort6]

I guess this is relevant to this section of the forum seeing as psychopaths are romanticized on here.

I am very sure I am a covert narcissist. I lack empathy, can barely feel anything within myself, am very good at identifying social cues and behaviors as well as potential victims. I can do immoral things quite easily and regularly steal for the high of it. If I really want something I WILL GET IT, through manipulation, charm or coercion. These techniques are ingrained in me and are habits that are triggered situational, and are very hard to inhibit/control.

What I hate is the constant self-sabotage, apathy, and lack of feeling of human connection. I want to be able to feel more and be more empathic.

I want to cure my narcissism.

What is the opinion of this forum on this matter?

 

[Deleted member 656]

 

[Chad69]

I guess this is relevant to this section of the forum seeing as psychopaths are romanticized on here.

I am very sure I am a covert narcissist. I lack empathy, can barely feel anything within myself, am very good at identifying social cues and behaviors as well as potential victims. I can do immoral things quite easily and regularly steal for the high of it. If I really want something I WILL GET IT, through manipulation, charm or coercion. These techniques are ingrained in me and are habits that are triggered situational, and are very hard to inhibit/control.

What I hate is the constant self-sabotage, apathy, and lack of feeling of human connection. I want to be able to feel more and be more empathic.

I want to cure my narcissism.

What is the opinion of this forum on this matter?

High T

 

[Deleted member 2227]

This is not quora or some psychologist, no one gives a fuck, kys (you are just a subhuman overcompensating)

 

[Bechadish]

OP you'r so right, so about keeping on the truth track, so brillant, so and so, that i


DNR

 

[OCDMaxxing]

Everyone on this forum is. This is narc central.

(you are just a subhuman overcompensating)

Probably also true. Subhhumans overcompensate by trying to be dark triad narcs.

That is for me definitely. All of my narcissism and sociopathy is learned behaviour from reading sluthate.

 

[Deleted member 4209]

i dont think i am, i dont like manipulating people and just let them step on me.

 

[mattzdeb]

It’s better that way the world is cruel and will never show u love

 

[SteveRogers]

Same, but you're a psycho - I'm extremely egotistical, read social cues, etc.
You're a little more high T than me bro, I'd call u a psychopath.
And yes I've been diagnosed as having NPD, not many people know cause I've learnt how to manage it very well.
Apart from being the alpha in every situation as well as my ego, I seem pretty normal.
How good is manipulating people though.

 

[Kingkellz]

Woof woof woof woof!

Keep barking for me greycel

 

[Rochefort6]

Same, but you're a psycho - I'm extremely egotistical, read social cues, etc.
You're a little more high T than me bro, I'd call u a psychopath.
And yes I've been diagnosed as having NPD, not many people know cause I've learnt how to manage it very well.
Apart from being the alpha in every situation as well as my ego, I seem pretty normal.
How good is manipulating people though.

I think I fit the traits of narcissist, especially that of a covert.

It’s not good. I feel empty and numb inside. I chronically shame and attack myself and lost things I do I don’t follow to completion.

NPD is a disease and any previewed positives are FAR outweighed by the negatives, hence, by my nature, why I’m even considering changing.

I want to develop my empathy. Empathy is a superpower.

My life now is a fake, meaningless and delusional existence that will only end in the chaos and destruction of myself and others.

 

[Deleted member 4887]

Everyone’s fucking narcissistic
Now that you’re here start looksmaxxing and forget about anything else

you aren’t going to change your Fucked childhood or brain but you can live a better life by looking good

 

[Halotestin]

JFL theses cucks are saiyng this just because they were bullied and need cope to not rope

 

[goat2x]

OMG you are very dark triad bro!!!!
Thx for sharing i definetly read it

 

[Rochefort6]

Everyone’s fucking narcissistic
Now that you’re here start looksmaxxing and forget about anything else

you aren’t going to change your Fucked childhood or brain but you can live a better life by looking good

In that case it isn’t true NPD. Masking the problem will ruin my life.

OMG you are very dark triad bro!!!!
Thx for sharing i definetly read it

Why is NPD seen as a good thing? I don’t see this as me bolstering my ego—as if I had one, as it seems to me I can be anyone I want at anytime anyway.

i’d love to be anything but. Hopefully I’m just misdiagnosing myself.

 

[eduardkoopman]

What I hate is the constant self-sabotage,

That's always the strangest thing to watch, for me as anon narcossistic outsider. The ability to fuck it up, when such a person got a good thing going on. Like WTF?

I want to cure my narcissism.
What is the opinion of this forum on this matter?

It's to difficult of a matter, for me to able to say anything about. There must be some clubs that are focussed on empathy stuff, like doing charity work at homeless cheleter, or other stuff that you can do that give you zero personal benifits.

 

[Rochefort6]

That's always the strangest thing to watch, for me as anon narcossistic outsider. The ability to fuck it up, when such a person got a good thing going on. Like WTF?

It is very frustrating.

It's to difficult of a matter, for me to able to say anything about. There must be some clubs that are focussed on empathy stuff, like doing charity work at homeless cheleter, or other stuff that you can do that give you zero personal benifits.

Good advice. Thanks!

 

[bonesoverblood]

I guess this is relevant to this section of the forum seeing as psychopaths are romanticized on here.

I am very sure I am a covert narcissist. I lack empathy, can barely feel anything within myself, am very good at identifying social cues and behaviors as well as potential victims. I can do immoral things quite easily and regularly steal for the high of it. If I really want something I WILL GET IT, through manipulation, charm or coercion. These techniques are ingrained in me and are habits that are triggered situational, and are very hard to inhibit/control.

What I hate is the constant self-sabotage, apathy, and lack of feeling of human connection. I want to be able to feel more and be more empathic.

I want to cure my narcissism.

What is the opinion of this forum on this matter?

You might just be a psychopath, like me.

Narcissists don't actually think they are narcissists. They are delusional. I know because I had to live with TWO for 18 years.

With narcissism, you depend on social perception to feed your ego.

With psychopathy, you cut others down without empathy and mercy.

 

[sloopnoob]

and I can't even communicate with the shopkeeper leave alone do things like manipulation to get what i need.

 

[Rochefort6]

You might just be a psychopath, like me.

Narcissists don't actually think they are narcissists. They are delusional. I know because I had to live with TWO for 18 years.

With narcissism, you depend on social perception to feed your ego.

With psychopathy, you cut others down without empathy and mercy.

I do rely on social perceptions to feed me, otherwise, I'll become extremely apathetic, schizotypal and somewhat depressed until I fine-tune my delusions, get enough narcissistic supply from my covert deceptions or use mind-altering substances to achieve the former.

From what I've seen on the NPD subreddit, there are many self-aware narcissists. I always suspected I had traits, but by recently testing my behavior and what I was comfortable doing over a series of days, there is not much doubt to whether I am one.

My objective now is to cure my NPD as much as possible.

EDIT: I can cut down others without empathy and mercy very easily if I am triggered by the situation to do so.

and I can't even communicate with the shopkeeper leave alone do things like manipulation to get what i need.

I can be in a prolonged apathetic state without some narcissistic supply to feed me. I have experienced this problem when deficient in the aforementioned.

 

[Viro]

"looksmaxxing"

 

[rockndogs]

To enter .me you have to be narcy. Youre not special sweaty

 

[DianabolDownie]

You are just edgy

 

[Rochefort6]

To enter .me you have to be narcy. Youre not special sweaty

I don't want to be a "narcy".

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

Try psychedelics like LSD, and Shrooms to achieve ego death and gain empathy.

Try MDMA/Molly.

Get a therapist that specifically works with narcissists.

 

[rockndogs]

I don't want to be a "narcy".

its over

 

[Incognegro]

Weird flex but ok

 

[OCDMaxxing]

JFL theses cucks are saiyng this just because they were bullied and need cope to not ropeView attachment 279211View attachment 279211View attachment 279211

This 100%. At least that is my case. LOL, I'm such a fucking loser. If I wasn't myself, I'd shoot a person like me point blank with desert eagle in the head. LOL

 

[wagbox]

Wtf lmao

 

[Limbo]

Im a sociopath tbh its weird i can do sherlocks holmes (tv show) type of shtt calculations in a milisecond while imagining 3d space and a few outcomes in just a milisecond bro ded srs wtf

Jimmy neutron iq tbh https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.if...-some-people-dont-have-an-internal-monologue/

 

[Deleted member 3962]

bro u just posted cringe

 

[Golden Glass]

Sorry OP but if you want to cure an actual mental disorder you have, seeking advice on looksmax.me isn’t likely going to help you much—though there was some decent advice in this thread, like trying to do charity to develop empathy.

Go see a therapist.

 

[Rochefort6]

Sorry OP but if you want to cure an actual mental disorder you have, seeking advice on looksmax.me isn’t likely going to help you much—though there was some decent advice in this thread, like trying to do charity to develop empathy.

Go see a therapist.

You are correct. I will.

 

[Vitruvian]

Stop using made up labels. U are just a worthless animal like any other

 

[didntreadlol]

legit no one cares

 

[Deleted member 5143]

legit no one cares

Are you actually 6ft10 8psl, if you are I submit to you

 

[didntreadlol]

Are you actually 6ft10 8psl, if you are I submit to you

yes

 

[Deleted member 5143]

yes

Have you posted pics here

 

[didntreadlol]

Have you posted pics here

only pm

 

[Deleted member 5143]

im 6'11 worhsip me instead, fuck this 6'10 faggot

Cope

 

[Rochefort6]

Stop using made up labels. U are just a worthless animal like any other

I was the one who showed you that avi. Never forget that

 

[SteveRogers]

I think I fit the traits of narcissist, especially that of a covert.

It’s not good. I feel empty and numb inside. I chronically shame and attack myself and lost things I do I don’t follow to completion.

NPD is a disease and any previewed positives are FAR outweighed by the negatives, hence, by my nature, why I’m even considering changing.

I want to develop my empathy. Empathy is a superpower.

My life now is a fake, meaningless and delusional existence that will only end in the chaos and destruction of myself and others.

I have developed empathy, just see situations as if it were you, keep practicing this, it's one of the activities I used to have to do as a kid.
I have serious anger issues too, went to some therapy shit for like a year at a church, if you want I can send you some helpful shit I learned.
I don't see what I have as a bad thing, it makes me feel above people which I see is a good thing, as my confidence levels are always peaking (but I do get the odd episode), which I guess has helped me in so many areas (women, work etc.), but also being good looking has helped a fair bit.

 

[Rochefort6]

I have developed empathy, just see situations as if it were you, keep practicing this, it's one of the activities I used to have to do as a kid.
I have serious anger issues too, went to some therapy shit for like a year at a church, if you want I can send you some helpful shit I learned.
I don't see what I have as a bad thing, it makes me feel above people which I see is a good thing, as my confidence levels are always peaking (but I do get the odd episode), which I guess has helped me in so many areas (women, work etc.), but also being good looking has helped a fair bit.

I’d appreciate if you sent it, yeah.

But the confidence I get is based on the narcissist supply I get. It, and my self-worth, are based on my interactions with others. But you’re right, it can be helpful sometimes.

There’s no one where I live that specializes in NPD, but I’m still actively trying to find therapists who could help. I see NPD as PTSD layered with defense mechanisms, that which are similar to multiple personality disorder.

 

[Blackout.xl]

It doesn’t matter. Everyone’s a narcy nowadays anyway

 

[Selfahate]

This forum is depressed suicidal and happy comedic and funny both st the same time
With incels.is is usually just depression

 

[Nosecel]

No narcissism for your face