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ghostfaceguyinvegas
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- Jul 13, 2019
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I am a piece of shit. Every single day I continue to degrade more and more.
I am doing horrible in school. I quit football. I can’t get a girl. I can’t make friends. I have no friends.
I am working a night shift at the gas station right now and I am making a fucking post on this website about what a colossal piece of shit I am.
I only hurt people and I don’t help them. I can’t stop myself because it feels like I was pre-programmed. Like every ounce of this piece of shit I have become was intended to happen. As if my ugly face elicited certain reactions out of people and made them dislike me instantly. It’s probably true too.
I’m too much a pussy to even kill myself. Lately I want to but I feel like there’s hope at the end of the tunnel even though I know that this tunnel ends in the same black hole for all of us regardless of what you look like or are. I don’t even feel like anything is real anymore it feels like I’m a piece of shit trapped in a simulation where I have the ability to make certain decisions but the outcome is always the same.
I am doing horrible in school. I quit football. I can’t get a girl. I can’t make friends. I have no friends.
I am working a night shift at the gas station right now and I am making a fucking post on this website about what a colossal piece of shit I am.
I only hurt people and I don’t help them. I can’t stop myself because it feels like I was pre-programmed. Like every ounce of this piece of shit I have become was intended to happen. As if my ugly face elicited certain reactions out of people and made them dislike me instantly. It’s probably true too.
I’m too much a pussy to even kill myself. Lately I want to but I feel like there’s hope at the end of the tunnel even though I know that this tunnel ends in the same black hole for all of us regardless of what you look like or are. I don’t even feel like anything is real anymore it feels like I’m a piece of shit trapped in a simulation where I have the ability to make certain decisions but the outcome is always the same.