I am at war with myself

[trvechud]

I saw my oneitis today whilst leaving school and she had such beautiful hair and beautiful skin, she reminded me of Asuka from evangellion except with light brown hair. But im trying to get over her for i feel God has a purpose for me that does not involve her. For I know I am an incel. Foids have practically enevr complimented me so I know theres no point. She probably doesn't even remember who I am as I dont have any classes with her. My mind wants her, but my body and soul do not

 

[Node]

TLDR
Both shitskins

 

[trvechud]

TLDR
Both shitskins

Aren't you southern italian?

 

[Node]

Aren't you southern italian?

Yes

 

[trvechud]

Yes

Nigga your calling yourself a shitskin. I have olive skin

 

[Node]

Nigga your calling yourself a shitskin. I have olive skin

Nah cap

 

[qxdr]

Something similar happened to me, nuked my mental health forever still think about her

 

[trvechud]

Nah cap

Nigga do you want proof or somethign

 

[Sceptical]

don't talk to foids cuz they'll just refuse you

 

[Aryan Incel]

Dnrd

 

[trvechud]

don't talk to foids cuz they'll just refuse you

What i fear is that she gets a boyfriend and then everyday I'll think that could've been me

 

[Sceptical]

What i fear is that she gets a boyfriend and then everyday I'll think that could've been me

if you can't picture your oneitis desiring you even the slightest then you know it's over

 

[spongebobsex]

If she doesn’t remember you, it’s more reason to making ascension a priority.
Heed this seriously

 

[trvechud]

if you can't picture your oneitis desiring you even the slightest then you know it's over

I cna somewhat picture her desiring me. But then I think about a scenario in which we go on a date and she rejects because of my t50s.