rapidinshallah
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For the past 2 years I have been agonizing and paining mentally for a reason I can not explain, maybe it's because I am very underweight therefore there isn't enough nutrition reaching my brain, I don't know.
Throughout my spiral down to the dark abyss, I have picked on and obsessed over depressive ideas such as the blackpill.
I feel like a subhuman because I am one, all the time. No way out.
Slowly losing the ability to feel pain, my brain is shutting down, I'm turning into a robot .
But of course it will never shut down completely...
Throughout my spiral down to the dark abyss, I have picked on and obsessed over depressive ideas such as the blackpill.
I feel like a subhuman because I am one, all the time. No way out.
Slowly losing the ability to feel pain, my brain is shutting down, I'm turning into a robot .
But of course it will never shut down completely...