I am becoming more of a loser.

[joan]

When I joined here I just wanted validation. Since I didn't quite receive it I became very slightly more mature.(Keep in mind I wanted and still do want validation is because I was wounded in the past and I never fully recovered). I was semi loser when I joined(was a semi loser for quite a long time) but now I am an even bigger loser. I am letting myself go more and more. I have absolutely NO drive and will power to do anything except LDAR and maybe go out with my best friend from time to time(atleast not completely alone again). Even tho some days I feel slightly better I feel lost.

 

[joan]

Bump

 

[joan]

Brutal no reply.

 

[joan]

Brutal no reply.

Last bump to see if someone relates

 

[Deleted member 129952]

it will get better

 

[joan]

it will get better

I hope so.

 

[Luquier]

You’re too high cortisol

 

[crazyguy]

When I joined here I just wanted validation. Since I didn't quite receive it I became very slightly more mature.(Keep in mind I wanted and still do want validation is because I was wounded in the past and I never fully recovered). I was semi loser when I joined(was a semi loser for quite a long time) but now I am an even bigger loser. I am letting myself go more and more. I have absolutely NO drive and will power to do anything except LDAR and maybe go out with my best friend from time to time(atleast not completely alone again). Even tho some days I feel slightly better I feel lost.

what wounded you in the past?

 

[joan]

You’re too high cortisol

That doesn't help.

what wounded you in the past?

Well started puberty later than most and got treated like a joke by girls and boys because I was a midget(not tall now but better still). Also some other shit but I guess this is one of the main reasons. No need to give examples.

 

[crazyguy]

Well started puberty later than most and got treated like a joke by girls and boys because I was a midget(not tall now but better still). Also some other shit but I guess this is one of the main reasons. No need to give examples.

i think you know that you wont find the validation that you need on here, you need it from your loved ones.

 

[joan]

i think you know that you wont find the validation that you need on here, you need it from your loved ones.

Sorry to force and reply but could you check my front and side on that other thread where you asked for them. Just be honest because I am curious. Thanks in advance again

 

[crazyguy]

Sorry to force and reply but could you check my front and side on that other thread where you asked for them. Just be honest because I am curious. Thanks in advance again

sure, link them

 

[joan]

sure, link them

I'll just DM you. Is that ok?

 

[crazyguy]

I'll just DM you. Is that ok?

fine

 

[piccio_igf1]

When I joined here I just wanted validation. Since I didn't quite receive it I became very slightly more mature.(Keep in mind I wanted and still do want validation is because I was wounded in the past and I never fully recovered). I was semi loser when I joined(was a semi loser for quite a long time) but now I am an even bigger loser. I am letting myself go more and more. I have absolutely NO drive and will power to do anything except LDAR and maybe go out with my best friend from time to time(atleast not completely alone again). Even tho some days I feel slightly better I feel lost.

go out in nature