Selinity
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I am going to be leaving the looksmaxxing community.
This is going to be the final post made from the account "selinity."
Before I explain why I've decided to leave, I would like to say thank you to all of you for helping make this forum what it is. I've definitely had a fun time in the 36 days, 16 hours and 20 minutes that I've been here. And I've learnt a lot of useful things about looksmaxxing and life in general.
If I were to compare the current me to the me before I discovered incels.is, looksmaxxing forums and the PSLshpere/blackpill, the contrast would be night and day. I feel smarter now. I feel enlightened in a way. There's an explanation for everything now. Nothing doesn't make sense about this world to me.
But above the new understanding, I feel like I've become a much better person. What makes someone "better," is subjective, but I am far more goal-driven. I work more than I used to. In a way I've had more fun then I did pre-blackpill (as weird as it sounds), and I have been doing much better for myself.
I used to be a bit of a loser pre-blackpill. I didn't really like myself.
But now I can look at myself in the mirror and be proud of who I am. And who I've managed to become. So thankyou, really. I have loved it here.
But all good things must come to an end. And today marks the end of my tenure on looksmax.org, and other psl/blackpill related forums.
There is only a finite amount of black pill that any one person can take. By that I mean eventually you're going to run out of new blackpills. New looksmaxxes, new information. I've come to the realization that I already know everything I need to know about faces.
In fact, I reached that point many, many, weeks ago.
Since then this fourm hasn't become a place where I can learn new, exciting things. It's become a place where I can waste time.
There are far better uses for my time, and the blackpill--which I already understand thoroughly--just isn't it.
The blackpill bores me to death. Whenever I click on blackpilled or looksmaxxing content, I can predict everything that is going to be said. I already know what people are going to add to the conversation, the points they're going to try to get across, how they're going to explain themselves and what they're trying to preach.
There's only so many times I can listen to the same thing over and over again and not get tired of it.
I've graduated from the blackpill, redpill, whitepill and all those other pills.
Any more time which I spend on it is just going to be a waste of time.
It's like the blackpill has been a teacher for me, but now I've graduated and gotten my diploma, masters and phd.
There's nothing more to learn. Nothing more to be said. Nothing worthwhile to invest my time in.
So that's why I've decided to delete my account, and to leave the blackpill and looksmaxxing community entirely.
There's so much more which I want to do. There's so many more useful and novel things which I can learn.
Like how to make money. How program. How to ride a skateboard.
So many novel experiences. There's so much more in this world I can learn. There's so much more I can do.
And blackpill just isn't one of those things any more.
So this is goodbye.
Thankyou all for the experience.
This is going to be the final post made from the account "selinity."
Before I explain why I've decided to leave, I would like to say thank you to all of you for helping make this forum what it is. I've definitely had a fun time in the 36 days, 16 hours and 20 minutes that I've been here. And I've learnt a lot of useful things about looksmaxxing and life in general.
If I were to compare the current me to the me before I discovered incels.is, looksmaxxing forums and the PSLshpere/blackpill, the contrast would be night and day. I feel smarter now. I feel enlightened in a way. There's an explanation for everything now. Nothing doesn't make sense about this world to me.
But above the new understanding, I feel like I've become a much better person. What makes someone "better," is subjective, but I am far more goal-driven. I work more than I used to. In a way I've had more fun then I did pre-blackpill (as weird as it sounds), and I have been doing much better for myself.
I used to be a bit of a loser pre-blackpill. I didn't really like myself.
But now I can look at myself in the mirror and be proud of who I am. And who I've managed to become. So thankyou, really. I have loved it here.
But all good things must come to an end. And today marks the end of my tenure on looksmax.org, and other psl/blackpill related forums.
There is only a finite amount of black pill that any one person can take. By that I mean eventually you're going to run out of new blackpills. New looksmaxxes, new information. I've come to the realization that I already know everything I need to know about faces.
In fact, I reached that point many, many, weeks ago.
Since then this fourm hasn't become a place where I can learn new, exciting things. It's become a place where I can waste time.
There are far better uses for my time, and the blackpill--which I already understand thoroughly--just isn't it.
The blackpill bores me to death. Whenever I click on blackpilled or looksmaxxing content, I can predict everything that is going to be said. I already know what people are going to add to the conversation, the points they're going to try to get across, how they're going to explain themselves and what they're trying to preach.
There's only so many times I can listen to the same thing over and over again and not get tired of it.
I've graduated from the blackpill, redpill, whitepill and all those other pills.
Any more time which I spend on it is just going to be a waste of time.
It's like the blackpill has been a teacher for me, but now I've graduated and gotten my diploma, masters and phd.
There's nothing more to learn. Nothing more to be said. Nothing worthwhile to invest my time in.
So that's why I've decided to delete my account, and to leave the blackpill and looksmaxxing community entirely.
There's so much more which I want to do. There's so many more useful and novel things which I can learn.
Like how to make money. How program. How to ride a skateboard.
So many novel experiences. There's so much more in this world I can learn. There's so much more I can do.
And blackpill just isn't one of those things any more.
So this is goodbye.
Thankyou all for the experience.
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