i am evil and i cant change that

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and i have no guilt for being evil. only hatred cuz it complicates my reality

impossible for me to be good. i can only act good but its only an act. i am inherently evil and always has been. i have a theory but its too dangerous to say here because its about secret of reality and i fear that this reality is so dark and conspiring the astral police will immediately destroy my reality they probably already have
 
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and i have no guilt for being evil. only hatred cuz it complicates my reality

impossible for me to be good. i can only act good but its only an act. i am inherently evil and always has been. i have a theory but its too dangerous to say here because its about secret of reality and i fear that this reality is so dark and conspiring the astral police will immediately destroy my reality they probably already have
this is a little corny
 
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or maybe its just this incarnation. maybe my soul is not inherently evil. i must see my past lives see if i was always evil. i know this life is a dream but does it relfect the larger reality ?
 
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@not__cel @134applesauce456 im afraid to admit i am evil

i knew this as a kid and thought my rituals would stop it but that was me deluding myself. it happened before i was aware of it but when i was aware i thought it was happening then even tho it was too late
 
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Evil doesn’t exist
 
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Embrace it and become a dark triad bad boy
 
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Your a bit narcy. Thats for sure
 
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Evil doesn’t exist
evil does exist and i am evil. its a fact. i cant change it, ive been delusional about it my whole life. ill never be good in this life.
 
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and i have no guilt for being evil. only hatred cuz it complicates my reality

impossible for me to be good. i can only act good but its only an act. i am inherently evil and always has been. i have a theory but its too dangerous to say here because its about secret of reality and i fear that this reality is so dark and conspiring the astral police will immediately destroy my reality they probably already have
you are the type of human that needs religion to survive life
 
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I get you bro,But i would say this is bc of social isolation i feel the same I feel hatred towards people because i see them disgusting, all they do is talk about changing out and sex, I hate that.
 
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Embrace it and become a dark triad bad boy
cope that is coping thats not real evil that is wannabe evil coper i am true evil

to embrace my evil would put myself in danger. evil kills the weak id destroy myself if unleashed. i would have to gain power first
 
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evil does exist and i am evil. its a fact. i cant change it, ive been delusional about it my whole life. ill never be good in this life.
Well go rape and a baby and prove it.
 
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write in pm theory im very interested, it is good to be evil btw, no better way to have a good life
 
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I get you bro,But i would say this is bc of social isolation i feel the same I feel hatred towards people because i see them disgusting, all they do is talk about changing out and sex, I hate that.
that is an interesting theory but id say im socially isolated because im evil.
 
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fuck u fed
Thought so. How about stabbing a cat? Or shooting a dog. Why not? I am sure you can get a bit of a thrill from it.
 
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if someone tells me its not me but the demonic entity possessing me that is evil i dont know if id feel better or worse

also what if i dont have a soul? what if the demonic entity soul IS my soul? it cant be. but if it was...
 
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I'd say you think you're evil bc you've been eating too many serial killers edits. I do not blame you because this society is disgusting
 
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what if there is my thoughts and there is my soul what if my soul is evil and my thoughts are delusions of good

what if my soul was switched? theres been thousands of times this was possible but i did protective ritual. i could have failed the ritual
 
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retard to upload on here u fucking fed
Says the whimp who is scared of taking what he wants and how he wants.
If you were evil, you would not be here.
 
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I'd say you think you're evil bc you've been eating too many serial killers edits. I do not blame you because this society is disgusting
good theory but i dont read or watch anything to do with serial killers
 
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what if there is my thoughts and there is my soul what if my soul is evil and my thoughts are delusions of good

what if my soul was switched? theres been thousands of times this was possible but i did protective ritual. i could have failed the ritual
You are just mentally unwell and have not had sex in a while or ever.
 
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Im evil
 
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good theory but i dont read or watch anything to do with serial killers
Well you have"I am Richard "in your profile, is that your name?
 
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and i have no guilt for being evil. only hatred cuz it complicates my reality

impossible for me to be good. i can only act good but its only an act. i am inherently evil and always has been. i have a theory but its too dangerous to say here because its about secret of reality and i fear that this reality is so dark and conspiring the astral police will immediately destroy my reality they probably already have
dalit hands typed this ^
 
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did you get rejected or are you just 15 and edgy
neither but i realize this after recent events and epiphanies and i looked into my mind horrified at what i saw
 
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this evil has haunted me since i was having the language to describe it and possibly before that but i dont remember it is growing and manifesting in my life proven time and time again nomatter how much i try to cope with it or fix myself
 
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it wont leave my mind day and night

it fucking wont because it IS my fucking mind
 
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this evil has haunted me since i was having the language to describe it and possibly before that but i dont remember it is growing and manifesting in my life proven time and time again nomatter how much i try to cope with it or fix myself
it started before i had language to describe it i am retardmaxxed so cant think it happened before that far beffore that
 
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this evil has haunted me since i was having the language to describe it and possibly before that but i dont remember it is growing and manifesting in my life proven time and time again nomatter how much i try to cope with it or fix myself
sigma wolf awoooo
 
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this is a little corny
nope he's onto something

the world is very evil + corrupted and it is interesting how it can be seen as a stimulation / dream
 
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@not__cel @134applesauce456 im afraid to admit i am evil

i knew this as a kid and thought my rituals would stop it but that was me deluding myself. it happened before i was aware of it but when i was aware i thought it was happening then even tho it was too late
You aren’t evil, I thought I was the devil but I’m not, you just need a reason for why you’re going through this but the answer is that like other things the most boring answer is usually the correct one
 
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