I am genuinely so done for socially

[Napoleon1800]

Ever since I moved into my new college, I thought that there’d be hope, that I can come with a clean slate and not be a social outcast. I’ve autistically studied normie convo topics, clothes, ways of speaking, yet again I’ve become a social outcast. Obviously I’m ugly, but I see ugly normies who at least have a decent social circle with other normies. I’ve been rejected by all various groups and cliques, be it the party goers, the smartasses, sporty niggas, hood niggas, gaming niggas, hell even the faggots. Not only am I rejected, I’ve been openly mocked a few times. Why? No idea.

the only people I’ve found is a bunch of retarded ethnics as friends who are social rejects themselves. I see constantly these gen z normies and chads from my college out and about with each other or chicks and in parties and in busy streets or abroad in other countries.

Sure looks is a big factor but some of these niggas are high Ltn/low mtn

All the time I have to start conversations with normies, or try and join their activities, often for which I’m ignored or rejected. All of This while talking and dressing like an actor, externally trying to be a normie and even still I’m rotting alone. Idk what to do anymore tbh. Only way looks alone could fix this is if I reach Chadlite and 6’4 which is never happening.

 

[Kroker]

I like online friends more than irl ones

 

[LTNUser]

I have no friends

 

[Napoleon1800]

I have no friends

I basically have no friends either, just people I occasionally talk to.

 

[Napoleon1800]

I like online friends more than irl ones

Same but I want to escape the incel life and live like the gen z normies I see that are enjoying the outside world and partying, you can’t rot your youth away

 

[Kroker]

Same but I want to escape the incel life and live like the gen z normies I see that are enjoying the outside world and partying, you can’t rot your youth away

Maybe you're intellectual more than they're? You said you tried to copy their lifestyle but to no avail? Maybe you're in the wrong place looking for the wrong people to be around that's why you're being forsaken?

I'd start by joining a library maybe

 

[playxiing]

online friend mog im alone irl and im a low mid htn irl so its increase my smv i talk to ppl at school only when i need something

 

[Napoleon1800]

Maybe you're intellectual more than they're? You said you tried to copy their lifestyle but to no avail? Maybe you're in the wrong place looking for the wrong people to be around that's why you're being forsaken?

I'd start by joining a library maybe

Isn’t the whole point of a library that no one talks to each other

 

[Napoleon1800]

Maybe you're intellectual more than they're? You said you tried to copy their lifestyle but to no avail? Maybe you're in the wrong place looking for the wrong people to be around that's why you're being forsaken?

I'd start by joining a library maybe

Id say I’m more socially aware but that’s probably just due to being blackpilled for multiple years

 

[Kroker]

Isn’t the whole point of a library that no one talks to each other

Okay yeah I understand but you can have small talks with faint voice, it's just to illicit the idea that you can look somewhere else rather than the typical party heads

 

[Napoleon1800]

online friend mog im alone irl and im a low mid htn irl so its increase my smv i talk to ppl at school only when i need something

Same but I want to escape the incel life and live like the gen z normies I see that are enjoying the outside world and partying, you can’t rot your youth away

 

[Napoleon1800]

Okay yeah I understand but you can have small talks with faint voice, it's just to illicit the idea that you can look somewhere else rather than the typical party heads

Yeah I understand

I also have abused dog syndrome, hard to fit with normies when uve been social reject since age 9

 

[Kroker]

Yeah I understand

I also have abused dog syndrome, hard to fit with normies when uve been social reject since age 9

Can relate, that's why I resort to online friends from gaming/forums

Also irl friends always ask for favors or shit that you simply have no gain to benefit off

 

[Napoleon1800]

Can relate, that's why I resort to online friends from gaming/forums

Also irl friends always ask for favors or shit that you simply have no gain to benefit off

It’d be fine if they reciprocated, one of my close friends literally jumped me with a group of gang members, I cannot trust any one anymore

 

[Kroker]

It’d be fine if they reciprocated, one of my close friends literally jumped me with a group of gang members, I cannot trust any one anymore

That shit is sad asf and also infuriating wtf

I'm sorry that you had to go thru this, it will get better, on a side note the cliche love yourself is indeed valid, enjoy the company of yourself and it'll reflect and radiate upon your aura

 

[Napoleon1800]

That shit is sad asf and also infuriating wtf

I'm sorry that you had to go thru this, it will get better, on a side note the cliche love yourself is indeed valid, enjoy the company of yourself and it'll reflect and radiate upon your aura

Loving oneself is impossible if you don’t get external validation. Perception of yourself is what society and others give you

 

[kasrkin]

can you be the next elliot rodger?

 

[Napoleon1800]

can you be the next elliot rodger?

No I’m high inhib

 

[Kroker]

Loving oneself is impossible if you don’t get external validation. Perception of yourself is what society and others give you

Ikr bro, but you need a spiritual trip, plan a DMT trip with an avid tripper.

Ego death then spiritual awakening, you'll love yourself indefinitely

Also you got some of us here on the forum that will back you up with your life decisions, encourage you and shit

Do you have a roommate in the dorms?

 

[Napoleon1800]

Ikr bro, but you need a spiritual trip, plan a DMT trip with an avid tripper.

Ego death then spiritual awakening, you'll love yourself indefinitely

Also you got some of us here on the forum that will back you up with your life decisions, encourage you and shit

Do you have a roommate in the dorms?

I live in a flat outside the college

 

[Kroker]

I live in a flat outside the college

Awesome, more freedom and peace of mind.

What are you current hobbies?

 

[Napoleon1800]

Awesome, more freedom and peace of mind.

What are you current hobbies?

Sleeping, games, watching films, I try my best to only come here every once in a while, when I used to lurk and be active here I was basically addicted and wasted hours

I tried to get back into sports but I’m too out of shape at the moment

 

[DeadmansWonderland]

I like online friends more than irl ones

See I say this, and that I play with friends online a lot. But I don't at all anymore.

 

[Kroker]

Sleeping, games, watching films, I try my best to only come here every once in a while, when I used to lurk and be active here I was basically addicted and wasted hours

I tried to get back into sports but I’m too out of shape at the moment

Awesome, I've been dealing with insomnia for the past 2 weeks smh

I wake up not fully rested which's taking a toll on my daily activities, feeling lethargic is off putting tbh

Might as well just buy 3MG melatonin , wbu how's your sleep quality?

What games? Have you tried Marvel Rivals?

Last watched movie?

Have you decided to gym?

And yeah I browse the forum out of habit and for the few buddies I shitpost with tbh

 

[Kroker]

See I say this, and that I play with friends online a lot. But I don't at all anymore.

Why? What happened?

 

[DeadmansWonderland]

Why? What happened?

I am pretty introverted. I will go through random spurts where I want to be around others briefly, then the other 75% of the time I do not want to deal with it.

 

[faustianspirit]

what i did this semester was just going to normies and started talking. now THEY come to me and greet me and shit. once i go back to my dorm i masturbate to tranny porn tho

 

[DeadmansWonderland]

what i did this semester was just going to normies and started talking. now THEY come to me and greet me and shit. once i go back to my dorm i masturbate to tranny porn tho

Huge play. Wait no. Gooning is bad don't do