I am gonna end it soon within a year

[lurking truecel]

I am done, my potential is done. I have nothing to do in this world, sure i could get a job and just work and eat goyslop everyday. Take some drugs in the weekend and keep coping untill i rot away by old age. Or maybe i could take a fast trip to mars with some good heavy stuff or do action move as a final thing. But yea fuck this world man, its litteraly just empty and shit, i dont hate it and i dont like it. I am indifferent to everything, its the predictability of everything thats the worse. All this genetic bs on all levels, everything was predetermined on every front. Struggle or succes dont exsist as the control over it is zero. I liked life when i had hope and stuff, now hope is gone and i am done