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Ultimate Aryan Aesthetics
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When I was in high school I had a very unhealthy lifestyle, I was even smoking cigarettes and shit. My life was miserable.
But I felt so much more alive and healthy, every experience I had was like a spiritual experience for example my penis was getting hard as a motherfucker, I could feel the heat of the blood flowing to my penis, and I would have such an orgasm that my whole body would go numb and I would feel amazing like I was on drugs
Now, even though I take much better care of myself, exercise 6 days a week, body fat of %9, have healthy habits etc. I feel so bad like I'm going to die tomorrow even though I don't have any health problems. I think this is a mental thing or whatever. What is your thoughts on this?
But I felt so much more alive and healthy, every experience I had was like a spiritual experience for example my penis was getting hard as a motherfucker, I could feel the heat of the blood flowing to my penis, and I would have such an orgasm that my whole body would go numb and I would feel amazing like I was on drugs
Now, even though I take much better care of myself, exercise 6 days a week, body fat of %9, have healthy habits etc. I feel so bad like I'm going to die tomorrow even though I don't have any health problems. I think this is a mental thing or whatever. What is your thoughts on this?