jed9
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me and her were best friends in year 6 in school, around age 11-12, I didn’t have any feelings for her at all, I’m not sure if she did for me or not, but at the start of the school year, our teacher sat us next to eachother at the back and it was kind of awkward at first, but soon enough, within a few weeks we became friends and then soon best friends, by Christmas it was the best, we would laugh all lesson long, by the way, every single lesson we had was with the one teacher, so every day, all day, we sat together, other than at break and lunch, we would jestermax together and it was so fun, then we would go home and facetime and play games and shit, over the year we just became better and better friends and people started saying we liked eachother, then summer came and we kind of lost contact BUT FUCKS SAKE SHE WAS MESSAGING ME ALL SUMMER BUT I HAD MY FUCKING NOTIFICATIONS OFF anyway I realise what I mistake that was recently, we could still be in contact maybe, anyway when we got back to school in year 7, we were still kind of best friends, sat next to eachother at the back again, but seats got changed and we kind of stopped talking, now I really miss her, we have eachother on snapchat but we don’t talk, I don’t think she even knows what I look like anymore it’s been a few years, I have ascended and look much better than I used to, but I don’t think she even knows, recently I can’t stop thinking about her, all day long I fantasise about me and her together, I don’t even think of her in a lustful way I just love her I even dream of her and me, I constantly stalk her social media even though she don’t post I am going insane I want to marry her and I love her I don’t think you niggas understand I really wanna message her but I already know that I will fuck it up on the first sentence please help
