d1lurkaa
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Why do I find sick girls so attractive. it makes me sick.
(Depression, ocd, body dismorphia, self harm issues and etc.)
Shi makes me sick to my stomach I cut them off the next day. It's like a post nut clarity hit but then I want them again a day or two later.
I verbally denounce them, i call them degens but then my brain switches on me and then i suddenly want and desire badly. I can't function properly im bed rotting with them and they get extremely attached to me which I assume is because I dont ask them for nudes to which they think im some pure angel or wtv. Also because I'm fucking 6'6.
The whole act of getting one makes me want to vomit. The daily calls, the catfishing, the larping. This cycle is excruciating and I can't stop coming back. It's getting in the way with my goals I'm barely going outside.
Don't dnr this have some sympathy gng
Can anyone pls relate? Pls tell me someone's also going through this. I want to know what you did to move on pls
(Depression, ocd, body dismorphia, self harm issues and etc.)
Shi makes me sick to my stomach I cut them off the next day. It's like a post nut clarity hit but then I want them again a day or two later.
I verbally denounce them, i call them degens but then my brain switches on me and then i suddenly want and desire badly. I can't function properly im bed rotting with them and they get extremely attached to me which I assume is because I dont ask them for nudes to which they think im some pure angel or wtv. Also because I'm fucking 6'6.
The whole act of getting one makes me want to vomit. The daily calls, the catfishing, the larping. This cycle is excruciating and I can't stop coming back. It's getting in the way with my goals I'm barely going outside.
Don't dnr this have some sympathy gng
Can anyone pls relate? Pls tell me someone's also going through this. I want to know what you did to move on pls