ilikelookinggood67
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Lately I've started being more and more insecure about myself and it's honestly eating me from inside, every time someone looks at me, glares at my direction, talks about me, does any comments regarding my looks even if they are compliments it just reminds me how much i hate the way i look even if other disagree with it. The other day a friend of mine told me i should cure my acne (i was js out the sauna so it was extra inflamated) and it shattered me, i've been trying to get rid of it for 2 years now, changed about 5 face routines, cut out any sugar and nothing works, so when he told me this i just stood there and couldnt say a thing, the comment had pierced right trough me. Another time that put a hole in my heart was when i was out with this girl. It was our second date and we were just eating outside sitting face to face and after we were done we were js walking outside and i was telling her a random story when she randomly cut me mid sentence(this is important that she cut me) and said "i should tell you something but its bad and its going to hurt your feelings", and of course as any normal human being my curiosity got the better of me and i talked her into telling me. Guess what she told me.."This is gonna sound bad but your side profile looks 10x better than your front". Yet again, i just stood there and took it and she proceeded to make a joke "Is this why you wanted to sit by me and not infront of me hahah(cuz i did offer that but not for that reason)", I tried braking up the air by saying "yeah yeah i know but.." bla bla. I tried to play it off but it stuck with me ever since. Today i was out with another girl and we ate and all i could think about was the comment of the last foid. How dare her, she started a chain of never ending insecurities that slowly but surely eat me from inside. I dont think i can take this social hell anymore, I cant even go outside without constantly thinking about what others will think of me. I also love org, truly a magical place where you can just say whatevers on your mind and someone out there will understand you. If anyone has seen this and got to this point, please mention tips on how to become less insecure because i cant take this anymore
