Deleted member 5204
It's not over, it never even started... THE SQUARE
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First of all I would like to honestly apologize to anyone here that I made fun and or bullied, and or have been racist towards. Everything that I have said which is to be taken negative is nothing more than me playing around. I am sorry if I ever made you feel bad.
Ever since the day I discovered this wretched website, my quality of life has went downhill, to the point of where I see women as nothing more than holes, devils in disguise. The blackpill has taken over me, my perspective on things around me have changed dramatically, to the point where I feel ashamed to even go outside, let alone speak to people.
My behavior on things have taken a dramatic change, no longer do I feel the need to acquire position in studies, and or make friends, for I felt that all of that stuff is useless, when your looks dictate how your life will be.
This was by far the most shocking thing, to realize that I woke up one day and I looked at myself in the mirror and I felt disgusted. I felt disgusted to note, that the racepill is the most powerful blackpill out of all, and being a half-paki half-north african abomination breed has severe decreases on the life that I will live, for however long it takes till I pass away in peace.
There's not all negatives, I AM happy too that I found this website. I discovered the forbidden fruit on how to make my life easier, more better, and figuring out how women really are like deep down. That are all things that I am happy to discover about, for it shows the truth within the truth on what is life exactly, and why better looking people tend to be more successful, treated better, and feel better about themselves.
This was extremely hard to take in at first, as I noted in my daily life of living in a place like australia where I am surrounded by tall, good looking people. Aside from the immigrants, the whites are the ones that take control everything, and in relationships everyone wants a white person with colored eyes, being tall and handsome. This genuinely made me consider rolling the dice and contemplating suicide, for which it has taken over and I will never be the same person again.
I have written down every single thing on google keep notes on what I need to do, to get, to follow a plan of hard work and rough roads to ascend and be someone that I can be proud of.
It is not what I would consider over, for life is still worth living. I am glad to be at the very least, average, I have a somewhat good base, my height isn't that bad (5'10 now) at my age (15). I know I can do this. But as what people say, the best way to looksmax, is to leave looksmax and do what you must do.
This is my goodbye, to a forum where I felt like I was acknowledged by people, and that I discovered by the helps of others on what makes a life better, for face is all.
Goodbye everyone. I won't sugarcoat it and say that I will miss all of you, for I've already forgotten many. But, I will thank all of you kindly, for letting me see what the world is like, and how to ensure you won't ever be treated the same way once you ascend.
I will now ask the mods @Aesthetic @Lorsss @BigBiceps @Sergeant @Dude420 @jefferson to permanently ban me, to make sure that I will NEVER come back to this website. It is going to be hard, to leave this website for good and not lurk about. I have plans to randomly change the password of this account, then block this website for good to make sure I can never lurk again.
These are the people I would like to say my most sincere goodbyes to, as they were the ones that helped me by far
@OwlGod
@Tellem--t
@Kingkellz
@Aesthetic
@LordNorwood
@Blackout.xl
@JustTrynaGrow
@streege
@chadpreetinthemaking
@SubhumanCurrycel
@Xander578
@Chadelite
@Chadeep
@Lifewasted
@uglymofo
@didntreadlol
@reptiles
@ChaddeusPeuterschmit
@KingOfRome
@Greeicy
Goodbye everyone. It was nice knowing all of you.
Ever since the day I discovered this wretched website, my quality of life has went downhill, to the point of where I see women as nothing more than holes, devils in disguise. The blackpill has taken over me, my perspective on things around me have changed dramatically, to the point where I feel ashamed to even go outside, let alone speak to people.
My behavior on things have taken a dramatic change, no longer do I feel the need to acquire position in studies, and or make friends, for I felt that all of that stuff is useless, when your looks dictate how your life will be.
This was by far the most shocking thing, to realize that I woke up one day and I looked at myself in the mirror and I felt disgusted. I felt disgusted to note, that the racepill is the most powerful blackpill out of all, and being a half-paki half-north african abomination breed has severe decreases on the life that I will live, for however long it takes till I pass away in peace.
There's not all negatives, I AM happy too that I found this website. I discovered the forbidden fruit on how to make my life easier, more better, and figuring out how women really are like deep down. That are all things that I am happy to discover about, for it shows the truth within the truth on what is life exactly, and why better looking people tend to be more successful, treated better, and feel better about themselves.
This was extremely hard to take in at first, as I noted in my daily life of living in a place like australia where I am surrounded by tall, good looking people. Aside from the immigrants, the whites are the ones that take control everything, and in relationships everyone wants a white person with colored eyes, being tall and handsome. This genuinely made me consider rolling the dice and contemplating suicide, for which it has taken over and I will never be the same person again.
I have written down every single thing on google keep notes on what I need to do, to get, to follow a plan of hard work and rough roads to ascend and be someone that I can be proud of.
It is not what I would consider over, for life is still worth living. I am glad to be at the very least, average, I have a somewhat good base, my height isn't that bad (5'10 now) at my age (15). I know I can do this. But as what people say, the best way to looksmax, is to leave looksmax and do what you must do.
This is my goodbye, to a forum where I felt like I was acknowledged by people, and that I discovered by the helps of others on what makes a life better, for face is all.
Goodbye everyone. I won't sugarcoat it and say that I will miss all of you, for I've already forgotten many. But, I will thank all of you kindly, for letting me see what the world is like, and how to ensure you won't ever be treated the same way once you ascend.
I will now ask the mods @Aesthetic @Lorsss @BigBiceps @Sergeant @Dude420 @jefferson to permanently ban me, to make sure that I will NEVER come back to this website. It is going to be hard, to leave this website for good and not lurk about. I have plans to randomly change the password of this account, then block this website for good to make sure I can never lurk again.
These are the people I would like to say my most sincere goodbyes to, as they were the ones that helped me by far
@OwlGod
@Tellem--t
@Kingkellz
@Aesthetic
@LordNorwood
@Blackout.xl
@JustTrynaGrow
@streege
@chadpreetinthemaking
@SubhumanCurrycel
@Xander578
@Chadelite
@Chadeep
@Lifewasted
@uglymofo
@didntreadlol
@reptiles
@ChaddeusPeuterschmit
@KingOfRome
@Greeicy
Goodbye everyone. It was nice knowing all of you.
