i am literally becoming schizo????? OVEr

[Deleted member 17595]

I played table tennis in school with my friend today and some people were passing by and i swear i heard a female voice say “this guy is so ugly”. Every time someone laughs i feel like they are laughinf at me i literally cant sit in peace in class as soon as i hear a chuckle i start shaking and get nervous. This is not even the first rime that i feel like i heard a girl calling me ugly. This isnt even the first time that i feel like ive heard a girl call me ugly but its never been clear its always a feeling and im paranoid i cant make eye contact anymore. How do you get past this

 

[Deleted member 20193]

Ur probably not schizo and just very self concious of your looks and hear things in loud background you think they say.As long as you not have complex hallucinations when your alone your probably fine because even anxiety can cause mild hallucinations.

 

[Zer0/∞]

Another @alriodai alt?

 

[bignosesmallchin]

Same thing happens to me, not schizo though, if you’re genuinely ugly people will bully you and say things behind your back. Just wear ear plugs in public

 

[Deleted member 20652]

Olanzapine

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Same thing happens to me, not schizo though, if you’re genuinely ugly people will bully you and say things behind your back. Just wear ear plugs in public

yes but i dont know anymore if i actually hear people or am i tripping. And i cant tell anymore if im ugly just from my bdd and how much i hate myself or do i look normal

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Ur probably not schizo and just very self concious of your looks and hear things in loud background you think they say.As long as you not have complex hallucinations when your alone your probably fine because even anxiety can cause mild hallucinations.

likely, it fucking sucks though. I get anxious just leaving my house now

 

[bignosesmallchin]

yes but i dont know anymore if i actually hear people or am i tripping. And i cant tell anymore if im ugly just from my bdd and how much i hate myself or do i look normal

I thought I had bdd too, I didn’t, I’m actually just super ugly. Bdd is cope.

And yes you are hearing people, you tell yourself it’s in your head as a cope because it’s harder to face the fact that people don’t like you and are repulsed by you.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

I thought I had bdd too, I didn’t, I’m actually just super ugly. Bdd is cope.

And yes you are hearing people, you tell yourself it’s in your head as a cope because it’s harder to face the fact that people don’t like you and are repulsed by you.

bdd not cope but probably cope for me

 

[Deleted member 22126]

few years ago when i used to be fat i went for a run and some kid shouted “look at this fatass trying to run”. Nowadays whenever i go out for a run i can still hear that kid saying it
im mentally ill too jfl

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

few years ago when i used to be fat i went for a run and some kid shouted “look at this fatass trying to run”. Nowadays whenever i go out for a run i can still hear that kid saying it
im mentally ill too jfl

That would undeniably begin my revenge arc you better be fit now

 

[Deleted member 22126]

That would undeniably begin my revenge arc you better be fit now

Ofcourse jfl shit gave me anorexia