I am living backwards

[iblamexyz]

Spoiler: Thread Song

I feel like I’m living backwards.

I feel like my life is on repeat. I feel like I’m recreating memories from previous years.

For some weird reason, every single month feels like I’m being placed into how I used to live during a previous year.

I wake up and I get this sense of déjà vu. Not necessarily in terms of activities, but in mindset.

I’m starting to rediscover hobbies and interests I had back in 2020 or 2022.

I’m starting to develop the same mindsets.
I’m starting to listen to the same songs.
I’m starting to repeat the same behavioral patterns.

It’s kind of awkward because I’m even starting to eat the same meals I used to eat back then.

It feels like every single month, I’m being placed back into a previous year.

I don’t really know what’s going on, but it’s honestly quite fascinating.​

 

[Heretic]

I'm stuck

 

[Mogs Me]

@greycel punished this nigga into a loop for indulging with ethnic foids

 

[iblamexyz]

I'm stuck

I've spent the majority of my life an incel

but my incel traits are just following me, I feel like totally the same person I was years ago, but then I also feel transformed, but lately not at all. I feel like I'm reversing, if anything.

 

[brotato78]

Do schoolwork
Read this peak and lower cortisol

 

[iblamexyz]

Do schoolwork
Read this peak and lower cortisol

Mirin <33

 

[Scandicel]

Spoiler: Thread Song

I feel like I’m living backwards.

I feel like my life is on repeat. I feel like I’m recreating memories from previous years.

For some weird reason, every single month feels like I’m being placed into how I used to live during a previous year.

I wake up and I get this sense of déjà vu. Not necessarily in terms of activities, but in mindset.

I’m starting to rediscover hobbies and interests I had back in 2020 or 2022.

I’m starting to develop the same mindsets.
I’m starting to listen to the same songs.
I’m starting to repeat the same behavioral patterns.

It’s kind of awkward because I’m even starting to eat the same meals I used to eat back then.

It feels like every single month, I’m being placed back into a previous year.

I don’t really know what’s going on, but it’s honestly quite fascinating.​

we should lowkey just fuck rn

 

[Brava]

I've spent the majority of my life an incel

but my incel traits are just following me, I feel like totally the same person I was years ago, but then I also feel transformed, but lately not at all. I feel like I'm reversing, if anything.

 

[iblamexyz]

we should lowkey just fuck rn

 

[Scandicel]

nah this vid actually makes me crack up everytime

 

[iblamexyz]

I wouldn't really say I feel sad, I feel peace, but you'd expect things to change, but they're staying entirely the same.

 

[Scandicel]

I wouldn't really say I feel sad, I feel peace, but you'd expect things to change, but they're staying entirely the same.

i just feel depressed most of the time ngl, when i just lay in bed with noone to talk to.

But yeah still peaceful, just watching attack on titan and rotting.

 

[Brava]

I wouldn't really say I feel sad, I feel peace, but you'd expect things to change, but they're staying entirely the same.

Maybe it’s time for a change potentially

 

[Brava]

i just feel depressed most of the time ngl, when i just lay in bed with noone to talk to.

But yeah still peaceful, just watching attack on titan and rotting.

Atleast watch a good anime

 

[iblamexyz]

Maybe it’s time for a change potentially

I don't really want it to change, but I'd expect it to change.

i just feel depressed most of the time ngl, when i just lay in bed with noone to talk to.

But yeah still peaceful, just watching attack on titan and rotting.

I only really feel depressed when post-nuclearity hits.

 

[Scandicel]

I don't really want it to change, but I'd expect it to change.

I only really feel depressed when post-nuclearity hits.

never had post nut clarity in my life, grateful for that

 

[Brava]

M

I don't really want it to change, but I'd expect it to change.

I only really feel depressed when post-nuclearity hit

Maybe it’s time to switch up that pfp…

 

[Scandicel]

Atleast watch a good anime

what would you consider a good anime then?

i have watched like 20, had to pick up on the aot hype.

 

[iblamexyz]

never had post nut clarity in my life, grateful for that

Post-clarity is the main reason why I wanna actually go on NoFap. Not because of those cope benefits, but mainly for mental clarity. Also biblical clarity.

 

[iblamexyz]

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Maybe it’s time to switch up that pfp…

I am keeping it for now

 

[Scandicel]

Post-clarity is the main reason why I wanna actually go on NoFap. Not because of those cope benefits, but mainly for mental clarity. Also biblical clarity.

niggas be going nofap for "dicipline"

Always the same niggas standing outside mcdonalds with a big mac

 

[Brava]

what would you consider a good anime then?

i have watched like 20, had to pick up on the aot hype.

I just watch Vinland saga and other 1-3 season anime’s. But my rule to watching anime is AVOIDING One piece, AOT, Naruto, dragon ball z, my hero academia. And a couple more mainstream ones.

 

[Brava]

I am keeping it for now

Change it to this

 

[iblamexyz]

I just watch Vinland saga and other 1-3 season anime’s. But my rule to watching anime is AVOIDING One piece, AOT, Naruto, dragon ball z, my hero academia. And a couple more mainstream ones.

true I heard vinland is good

 

[Scandicel]

I just watch Vinland saga and other 1-3 season anime’s. But my rule to watching anime is AVOIDING One piece, AOT, Naruto, dragon ball z, my hero academia. And a couple more mainstream ones.

have you watched aot?

Why wouldn't you if its a good anime?
Like what is the reason for not watching a mainstream anime

"I don't want to be like others" nigga shut the fuck up

 

[iblamexyz]

niggas be going nofap for "dicipline"

Always the same niggas standing outside mcdonalds with a big mac

Ive done nofap 3 months when I was super redpilled in my past

I have mixed reviews about it, but I will say, as cope as it sounds, I do have better mental clarity, more energy, even things like the gym feel more enjoyable and a lot easier.

 

[Brava]

true I heard vinland is good

First 6 episodes are alright and then it starts to pick up

 

[iblamexyz]

have you watched aot?

Why wouldn't you if its a good anime?
Like what is the reason for not watching a mainstream anime

"I don't want to be like others" nigga shut the fuck up

type of people who stop listening to an artist cause he ain't 'niche' no more

 

[Scandicel]

Ive done nofap 3 months when I was super redpilled in my past

I have mixed reviews about it, but I will say, as cope as it sounds, I do have better mental clarity, more energy, even things like the gym feel more enjoyable and a lot easier.

yeah i suppose it has its benefits.

You do you. I have done it in the past, but i enjoy busting a nut once in a while

 

[Brava]

have you watched aot?

Why wouldn't you if its a good anime?
Like what is the reason for not watching a mainstream anime

"I don't want to be like others" nigga shut the fuck up

Nah not because it’s mainstream. Because mainstream ones like the mega mainstream tend to be very long like 100+ episodes. I’m not watching allat

 

[Brava]

type of people who stop listening to an artist cause he ain't 'niche' no more

Hahahaha. “Over 100k monthly listeners and I’m out”

 

[Scandicel]

Nah not because it’s mainstream. Because mainstream ones like the mega mainstream tend to be very long like 100+ episodes. I’m not watching allat

ohhh, so just not into the long ones.

I can respect that.

But if you are actually into anime, u should watch aot tho, i did take a break for like a month after episode 60.

But now i just got addicted again.

 

[Anamnesis]

i like this thread

 

[Brava]

ohhh, so just not into the long ones.

I can respect that.

But if you are actually into anime, u should watch aot tho, i did take a break for like a month after episode 60.

But now i just got addicted again.

Idk. Too long. I watched sword art online and I considered that a long experience. In terms of how long it took me to finish it

 

[iblamexyz]

yeah i suppose it has its benefits.

You do you. I have done it in the past, but i enjoy busting a nut once in a while

same it was okay today

I don’t think it’s so much of a masturbating problem that I have. It’s more of a pornography problem. I think it’s genuinely that my dopamine is so addicted to the pornography that I’m watching, and sometimes I’m watching it in excess amounts. That’s what’s making me feel depressed.

I think it’s the constant high dopamine in a pornography movie and then clicking it off and finishing, especially if I’m doing that more than twice a day, that really messes up my dopamine levels.

 

[iblamexyz]

i like this thread

same

 

[Scandicel]

same it was okay today

I don’t think it’s so much of a masturbating problem that I have. It’s more of a pornography problem. I think it’s genuinely that my dopamine is so addicted to the pornography that I’m watching, and sometimes I’m watching it in excess amounts. That’s what’s making me feel depressed.

I think it’s the constant high dopamine in a pornography movie and then clicking it off and finishing, especially if I’m doing that more than twice a day, that really messes up my dopamine levels.

Yeah, porn definetly fucks up dopamine receptors.

Probably the worst short term dopamine you could ever have if im gonna ve honest.

But if its affecting your daily life, you should do whats best for you and quit, even if its hard.

good luck dood

 

[Former Shortcel]

Damn not a single original experience

This is what the constant cycle of uni has done to me

 

[iblamexyz]

Yeah, porn definetly fucks up dopamine receptors.

Probably the worst short term dopamine you could ever have if im gonna ve honest.

But if its affecting your daily life, you should do whats best for you and quit, even if its hard.

good luck dood

mirin brah

 

[iblamexyz]

Damn not a single original experience

This is what the constant cycle of uni has done to me

there's never an single original experience

espically when me and you talk

 

[chitarine]

Spoiler: Thread Song

I feel like I’m living backwards.

I feel like my life is on repeat. I feel like I’m recreating memories from previous years.

For some weird reason, every single month feels like I’m being placed into how I used to live during a previous year.

I wake up and I get this sense of déjà vu. Not necessarily in terms of activities, but in mindset.

I’m starting to rediscover hobbies and interests I had back in 2020 or 2022.

I’m starting to develop the same mindsets.
I’m starting to listen to the same songs.
I’m starting to repeat the same behavioral patterns.

It’s kind of awkward because I’m even starting to eat the same meals I used to eat back then.

It feels like every single month, I’m being placed back into a previous year.

I don’t really know what’s going on, but it’s honestly quite fascinating.​

The thread song captures all of my nostalgic feelings in 2024

I sometimes listen to music I used to listen to in 2020-2022 and that reminds me of a lot of old memories and things I used to do.

The only thing that stayed the same is that I’m still an ugly incel, but it is what it is.

mirin post making me go back to good old times!

 

[iblamexyz]

The thread song captures all of my nostalgic feelings in 2024

I sometimes listen to music I used to listen to in 2020-2022 and that reminds me of a lot of old memories and things I used to do.

The only thing that stayed the same is that I’m still an ugly incel, but it is what it is.

mirin post making me go back to good old times!

I think it might have to do with something about listening to old music that probably reinforces old patterns. It's almost like music theory.