I am noones first choice and never will be

[dogeater420]

My dad doesnt love me he blames me for his marriage to my mom falling apart

My mom loves me but she likes my sister, my aunt, and her friends more than me she wouldnt die for me

My sister barely likes me she barely talks to me she wouldnt take off 5 years from her life to save me i dont think

My friends are barely friends i have a bunch but none are close, my closest friend has probably 5 other friends that are closer to him than to me he doesnt even text me

I havent hung out with anyone in well over two years since i was 13

I try my hardest i try everything to get people to like me but nothimg works i ask them to hangout they decline its sad

There was this lmtb who liked me she was obsessed but i thought i was too good for her and rejected her. If i could go back i would and i would take her just to be loved.

Its not even that im repulsive, im a 6'0 wideframed mtn

i just have bad social skills mostly probably from being highiqcel before i gave up on life

If i were to die today people would cry my friends would move on and they would forget, mamy people would come to my funeral but few would speak my friends would move on in a month or two as would my mom and sister but then they would move on and they will forget

I just wanr somebody to love me as mich as i love them

 

[Uuatapoiemm]

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