
๕ඞChick3ncu1ry
Thick muscular neck wide shoulders
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I reckon having one girl eyeing me, so maybe it's great to start from there, I am dwelling in my past, it's so hard to forget about my life back then. It's so hard to establish life again, and forget about people and experiences, it feels like a grief tbh.
Actually idk if I am right tbh, because the low mtb girl asked me twice tonight if I wanted to join the degen party which I politely declined no. So idk if it's because I am pushing people off(degens) for a reason, or people just drift apart from me.
Young people like @pneumocystosis and @Iasacrko are living the life I had when I was their age. My mind still stuck in the past, I don't have the courage to start over, establishing new friends/social circle, new people. Those people whom I shared my life with had already moved on their lives, but I am still dwelling our lives like it was yesterday
I am stuck in the past, Peter pant syndrome is killing me.
Actually idk if I am right tbh, because the low mtb girl asked me twice tonight if I wanted to join the degen party which I politely declined no. So idk if it's because I am pushing people off(degens) for a reason, or people just drift apart from me.
Young people like @pneumocystosis and @Iasacrko are living the life I had when I was their age. My mind still stuck in the past, I don't have the courage to start over, establishing new friends/social circle, new people. Those people whom I shared my life with had already moved on their lives, but I am still dwelling our lives like it was yesterday
I am stuck in the past, Peter pant syndrome is killing me.